be as shining as you are
may genuine smiles be all around you
be as shining as you are
may genuine smiles be all around you
I go to hell and back again
and back again
and back again
The lights all low the fire's burning
out again
and once again
I can't find the way back home again
just goes to show
that mother knows
what's best and if I'd
only listened
would I still be here?
I doubt it and I
can't say if it's wrong or right
or worth the fight
can't say it'll all turn out alright
but I can hope I guess
and hoping's got me this far
so I guess there's no use
giving up hope now.
The only way out now is through
and it won't take me back to you
but if it means that I can
sleep alright at night
well then I guess it is an alright thing to do.
I'm not hurting anyone
I'm only having a bit of fun
just want to learn how best
to love the skin I'm in
instead of wishing that I had been born a son.
And no, I guess I can't complain
and yes, broken hearts sure make it rain
but I only want a simple life
to be a friend and not a wife
to sit and stare and not have to explain.
I take back my mind, which is a valley
Of empty pockets and dead whistles.
I take back my skull, which is a mountain
Of crumpled maps and sad dolls.
I take back my eyes, which are 2 bowling balls
Rolling blind down the gutters of 1 lane.
I take back my teeth, which are 32 candlepins
Smiling bright in a mirror that is dark.
I take back my heart, which was made in a sweatshop.
I take back my tongue, which is a red carpet
Of cheap glass and champagne. I take back my throat,
Which is the closed track of a tunnel.
I take back the key to my apartment, which is a cropped field
Of circles. I take back my domain, which is 40 miles
Of ash in a jar. I take back my soul that is
The rented tuxedo for which again I give myself up.
Stop right there stop right where you are
Hands up now before you've gone too far
Hold on tight cause you know it won't last
but for now at least I'm right here I'm right here
This is my dark side
and you liked my dark side
but I can't abide by the dark when it's light.
I'm a cockroach that crawls round your kitchen
and feasts on the crumbs that you leave in the night.
Look so sweet they could kill you, baby,
hunt you and trap you and claim you for theirs.
puff yourself up pup
plump up and pump up
pluck pop a lot
start stop a lot
slut shut you up
lick luck a lot
kick punt and kiss cunt
licky sticky drippy want
If that's really all that you want
then have it, maybe it will stop you from wondering.
If I am to be objectified
I'd rather be the one to do it.
If I am to be demonized
I'd rather be the one to do it.
If I leave nothing unsaid
then maybe there will be nothing left to say.
I am still a person
still a human being
still have thoughts and still have feelings
still have a future and still have meaning
still have dignity despite my leanings.
If you don't want to watch, then don't.
I have a feeling I'll be ok
Though I am awfully curious what you have to say,
Not enough to throw my autonomy away.
sick of looking at my stupid face
sick of being stuck in place
I tie my laces together, and curse when I trip
no use pretending I'm not what I am
I can't make it better or make it make sense
but maybe I can explain at least.
:
Today was a good day.
I didn't worry about being murdered in my sleep
didn't worry about someone blasting a hole through my
brain when I looked out the window today was a good day.
I know I'm a little crazy, more than a little paranoid
I know I draw lines where I shouldn't,
know I tie knots where I shouldn't,
know I cry lots when I shouldn't,
know I should smile and be happy where I am.
I cannot undo, can't unsay
can't pray away
can't stay away.
I can keep my mouth shut but not long enough
I can keep my legs shut but that's not enough
I can keep my eyes shut but I can't unsee
and I want to be warm and I want to be free
but that doesn't mean the same to you and to me.
I refuse to hide
will not abide
would rather change the landscape
than be cast aside
would rather change the language
than to speak a lie
would rather start a fire
than go back inside
well I guess it just takes time
I just wanted to get my official t shirt for the next concert in México, oh very dissapointment ,now i will buy it pirate in the outsides of the Palacio de los deportes Hall. I don´t know whats happening with the official store in this Radiohead page, looks that is not the first time that this happening. What do you think, they would to know what is happening with the Radiohead official store?? What would you do? Now I am without money and t shirt. I will wait for refund.
Found these old notes in my phone! Wanted to have a place to put them in case I forgot.
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Sleepy whispers after midnight
Coffee kisses in the morning light
Half-remembered saying goodbye
Half-forgotten if I've told you why this time
But I'll be home again soon.
Didn't ask if you were alright
I just figured that you wouldn't mind
But now I realize that I've been blind
and I don't know why you've been so kind to me
and I'll make it right again soon.
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I've got so many melancholy things that I think
that fly from my head 'fore I put them to ink
but that's just how it goes, I suppose.
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Art is our attempt as humans to communicate the truths that we all intuitively know (or are capable of knowing, if we care to look). We are like a children who haven't fully learned to speak yet. Children experience life just as fully as adults do, for its pains and pleasures, but they don't have the words to explain themselves to adults and be understood. Most people eventually give up trying and resign themselves to being dumbed down and misunderstood.
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You tell me that I'm beautiful
but that's not what I see--
you don't know all the demons
who swarm inside of me.
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You shouldn't trust me
I don't even trust myself.
Feel like a pawn in a
game much larger than I can comprehend
but that don't stop me from trying.
One hand beckons,
the other warns
and I know you hear my siren song
and you know I know that they done wrong--
what did you think you would find here after all?
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Nails become claws now
Mouth becomes maw
You never knew
who I was before.
Heart will not harden
Eyes will not close
I flirt with the darkness
in the hell that I chose.
I keep finding relics of the love I tried to forget
Favorite songs and roads we drove on
late at night when we first met
And I tried to ignore them
but it's clear that I've done wrong
and I keep telling myself that
I won't write another song about you, dear.
You'd think that 4 years' time
would be enough to mend a wound
but I can't keep from taking off
the bandages too soon
and now I've got these scars
that just won't heal, and no one to blame
except myself, and that just makes it
so much harder to take.
I finally let myself hear
all the songs we used to play,
and the songs we wrote together
when we were sure that we would make it someday.
Now they're all I've got to show,
and I wish I wouldn't cry
I've shed too many tears for you and
I'm tired of asking why you had to die.
The television tells you who I am.
Books tell you who I am.
Listen to your heart.
Hi Guys, I bought a vynil of" Moon shaped pool". So I tried to get the digital album, first time I claim my download with the code i got whith the vynil and i had this warning "You have reached the maximum number of downloads for this code". It was the right code.What the matter? Can some one give me an answer. Thanks a lot.
Oh you who knows the value of
a well-placed word,
you know that what you've done to me
is quite absurd
and further still, you know that
if I try to identify
just how exactly all the puzzle pieces
fit, I'll only want to die.
I can run but I know I can't hide
doesn't matter when I run from my insides
I'll seek a million strangers' advice
before asking what you think of me.
I'm terrified to hear the truth,
terrified of who you see.
I had a kind of shitty day. I came home and found the Present Tense video with Mr. Greenwood and Mr. Yorke. Hot Dayummmmmmmm! My eyes ate up, my ears consumed every second of this video several times tonight. I have a smile on my face. I cannot thank you enough. You two gentlemen are so gifted! I love the smile on Jonny's face and want more of Thom's dancing. Life can be a real bitch sometimes. Since 2008, I found something that makes it worth living and looking forward to. I can't put it any other way, than that YOU ARE SIMPLY THE BEST. Peace, Love and Blessings to you and yours!
click here---> PASTORAL PILLOW TALK
fighting the urge to press reset
I know the fight hasn't been won yet
but at least I'm ready to try I guess
"and I was so young when I behaved 25
yet now I find I've grown into a tall child"
and
falling apart at the seams
I find I'm made of others' dreams
but
"when you close your eyes
who's there?"
couldn't say for sure.
This is me When i´m working in the office, all days! Yes, like you too.