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Okay, I tried this once before with little or no success. In all honesty, my life is quite boring, for the time being at least, and I don't know how many of you really truly care about what occurs in my life on a day to day basis.Screw it.Spent last evening at my friend Robyn's house; used to work with her at Ambassador Video. Heather, another former employee was in attendance as was Robyn's husband Craig, their beautiful son Malcolm, and their dog Luna.We drank, we smoked, we laughed, listened to music. Heard Drive By Truckers for the first time and am now hooked.Got home around midnight and proceeded to talk to my ex-boyfriend on MSN until 430am. We broke up about 2 months ago, well, I actually left without warning. Long, sordid story there, one which I am not in the mindset to get into. He's moving to Fort McMurray, Alberta in less than 2 weeks for a job, and for some reason, wants me to go with him, to start over, where noone knows us, yaddayaddayadda. It won't be hard to find employment there, as the bank I work at currently is in dire need of help at the branch located in Fort McMurray, as luck would have it. Yeah, I've made the inquiries, re-applied to that branch. Maybe I'm crazy for even contemplating the idea of just up and moving to a place where I know not a single soul, save for him. Taking into account the way in which things ended between us makes it even more strange to want to do it. I dunno, there's some connections of the heart and mind that you make in life, with people, that are everlasting. It's almost like the stars are perfectly aligned in our favour.I'd be lying if I said I wouldn't miss my family, as psychotic and dysfunctional as they are. They remind me daily of just how normal I am. But you gotta follow your heart sometimes, and at the moment, it looks like my heart will be boarding a plane bound for Fort McMurray in less than 2 weeks, never to return.*sigh*.....How I long for my childhood sometimes, when the biggest decision you had to make in a day was whether or not to have Froot Loops or Lucky Charms for breakfast....to be continued....I'm sure.