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Vivre dans une maison de verre

Un baiser dans le cou.. 

Quelle hypocrisie.. Jamais vu ça en 20 vingt ans. 

Mais tu m'étonnes, le jour de paie approche, le vampire veut que ce qu'il l'anime.. l'argent et l'âme du souffre douleur. Hypocrite voilà la seule raison à cette mascarade.

Mais le loup commence à être apeuré par la brebis. qui as vu son vrai visage et se rebelle

mais il n'est pas si facile de s'échapper de la gueule du loup. 

Pauvre con.. Tout est foutu Tout se disloque et bientôt, tout cela va te péter à la gueule.

Tu vas finir seul sans âme à sucer. Trouve toi un autre porte monnaie. 

Ça finira sans moi.,je retourne où mon esprit est rester, il y a 13 ans. 

Sortez, évadez-vous, libre. 

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The scar

This scar 

like a smile 

Stretches across my abdomen 

grateful

etched into my memory

The fabric of my being

Time goes by

I missed it 

Lots has happened

the pandemic

war in Ukraine

Protests in Iran

and

Earthquakes

news 

And I have this 

this scar 

It looks like a smile

it stretches

across my abdomen 

Makes me laugh 

Amidst all the chaos

It spoke 

'Love' and 'life'

'Life chooses you'

Not the other way around.

And I accepted 

How lucky and grateful

I am

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The Smile / 18 December 2022 / San Francisco, CA / US

The Smile - 2022.12.18 - Live @ Bill Graham Civic Auditorium, San Francisco, CA - FULL SET
https://youtu.be/cMYtMOSG1cY

[Live] The Smile @Bill Graham Civic Auditorium, San Francisco, 2022.12.18
https://youtu.be/j-i9eSwkDHM

[YouTube Playlist]
The Smile / 18 December 2022 / San Francisco, CA / US
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLqrWoLiN_ofW5p9XTNW0GnQ4uI6Vx1Ykm

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Radiohead Public Library

The idea of the archive is a romantic one: in the age of information technology who can resist the pull of a centralized archive? Not any who has ever followed a trail of hyperlinks through the channels and nooks of Wikipedia. I find myself pulled into the romance of the archive drawn by the hint of knowledge that is just out of reach. The archive is just one way to make sense of the themes that have dominated the 20th century onwards*; cycles of repression, isolation, and capital make themselves clear almost immediately with any sort of sifting into the history of information technology (which is tied inextricably to the history of the archive), but in ways that are difficult to categorize and quantify.

This interest lead me to look into the radiohead public library. In its thoroughness (and their rare willingness to include an archive of their own websites, in the memory hole!) I have been pleasantly surprised to find a reflection of the original memex proposed by Vannevar Bush in his 1945 essay “As We May Think”, a labyrinth of articles linked by the paths of those who have read them before, and open to further linkages as the reader proceeds on. The memex could be seen as the prototype for any website stitched together by hyperlinks, a la wikipedia or the encyclopedia britannica, or more obscurely certain sections of the museum of jurassic technology’s website, and it is through the memex’s associative potential that a nonlinear (even networked) model of the world can be studied for its array of information, displayed for casual consideration, or even used to hypnotize the pursuant into a fictionalized version of events (for example, I still have yet to figure out how close to consensus reality the history of the museum of jurassic tech that is featured on its website. Clicking through the site itself is a trippy experience).

The mind fills the gaps between dream imagery with narrative and the cuts between movie scenes with implication— could the same be true for the spaces between hyperlinks, or even the silence between one tiktok video and the next? What is the meaning that links one thing to another? The Dewey Decimal System incorporates within its classification incredible bias against marginalized groups (thankfully, bias that is, albeit slowly, being addressed) simply in the way that information in the form of published books is sorted into one group or another. Through this sorting information of a slippery kind is introduced into the unwary unconscious. A connection between ‘x marginalized group’ and ‘abnormal psychology’ (DDC 301(dot)4157), has been made in the mind of the pursuant irrationally, and without any supported evidence, anecdotes, or even necessarily logic.

This is an important distinction between these hyperlinked archives and the Borgesian ‘total archive’ introduced in the short story The Library of Babel. The Library of Babel simply presents information at its rawest and most indigestible- disregarding all meaning, all truth, and all direction, the pages of its books contain more or less entire nonsense unless one is willing to use the website to find a specific hex that will repeat to you the phrase that you have asked for. Sure, it contains the summation of all human knowledge (within the english alphabet), but only at infinitesimal odds does one stumble upon meaning within its halls. It is perhaps better (or at least more sensical) if the map is smaller than the territory.

I wonder if in the present day the algorithm is at odds with the old system of hyperlinks. The algorithm approaches with a seemingly benign offer of information and media— arranged on a plate you hardly have to make the connections yourself. It’s far more coherent than the Babelian library, but its system of organization is just as dense and nonsensical (at least to the user, I have no idea what’s going on in the back end. Ping pong tables and swanky apartments in Brooklyn?). The threat within the algorithm is that the connections themselves are unstable and irrational, based and reinforced on the patterns that people already move within, but also directing their movement towards undemocratically controllable goals (I was about to simply say uncontrollable goals, but I realized that yes, there are people behind the algorithm directing it to hit certain metrics of responses or views or emotions or whatever). Being irrational, they’re difficult to rationalize, understand, and either follow further, outside of any given algorithm, or deprogram from the pursuant themself. I’m reminded of Burrough’s cut-up technique that he uses for The Soft Machine and the kind of magical terrorism that he inflicts upon his least favorite cafe. Information will resolve into meaning and meaning will condense into (re)action whether consciously or unconsciously. Even the space within paragraphs, even sentences, requires a willingness to find associative potential.

And so here I am back to my romantic archive, (let’s pretend wikipedia) where I can pretend to see within the spaces between a kind of orderly, genteel meaning, where I the pursuant can follow my own heart down the isles, tracing my own steps in a trail of purple hyperlinks. Or if I’m in the depths of the past twenty-five years of archived radiohead websites, I can find a surreal landscape where I can only partially direct my path through lyrics and images both familiar and unfamiliar; things that pertain to the year that the site was archived and things that did not reappear until much, much later (burn the witch). Still, despite all its surrealism, meaning surfaces like the white whale, and the ship goes down with its hunt.

Anyway, I wrote this all on a whim. I like to pretend to be 45 years old. I like radiohead.

*I’d be very open to extending this date further back but unfortunately I haven’t found a whole lot of material that goes further than that— or maybe I’m just not that interested in anything much older

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