home. and it ain't alabama.

[dajrekshn]

home. first uni year has finished and i'm back home. wind is so strong, as if autumn is starting.will someone please tell summer to wake up? want to go seaside to my grandma, want to sunbath.tingles tingles tingles. you know how you, after a while and after certain deaths occur, don't have a clue about the person that 'til yesterday seemed as your grandma or best friend since childhood? there are just basic physical symbols that point to the fact this is the person you know, hacked by sorrow or got lost and strangled by opposite views of her future in her family? and after all, you know how you're feeling guilty 'cus of all those things, and they make you feel guilty? well, that's a perfect moment to say goodbye to grandma you knew and to tell your best friend to f*** off.