Testing...

[Mary Flasche]

I have had it with this whole "test" thing. Life is supposed to be this one big test and the results are how you handle the obstacles that are placed in front of you. For a while it was important to me to make the "appropriate" choices because I cared more about pleasing others. BAM- you get married. BAM-you go where he goes. BAM-you have a son. BAM-you have another son, but by this time, the first is showing signs of autism. 2 years later, he was officially diagnosed, 6 months after that, so was the second. My husband decided it would be a great time for him to travel, when our youngest started having seizures, so he left and after battling with the quack doctors, we put him on a Keto diet which worked instantly.I lost two siblings and a father in two years. I think this is where I have been the last two months, clarity and insanity. I get out of bed with a cup of radiohead and I put coffee on the stereo. Radiohead is all I can tollerate at times. I put them on and wear them as a suit while the music is playing, every note jerks me in to action.