Caution (Explicit but inspired-not sure on the rules...)

[Rhael Joy Laramy]

I loved you the first time I laid eyes upon you

I collapsed into giggles on leather seats

shake me baby

I took some 2cb

Is it the pills or is it just me

you can't possibly love me

and now I see

how wretched the cocktails of drugs and loneliness can be.

 

Rip out this heart and spoon feed it back into me

I've nothing left

I am neutral

I am bereft

Fuck all that is, Fuck god and country

they wouldn't give me you

now all I'm left with is church on Sundays.

 

And even after all this time

I still cannot let go

pathetic I know, ravenous in longing

I pity this heart drowned in the wanting

I pity this house with mortar and bricks for every window

locks for every door

without fire escapes

without fire escapes

without fire escapes

for the poor need to die, bury the cockroach's all seeing eye.

 

Keep your head above water

and your boat off the rocks

these bastards keep breeding hope with their cocks

but I've no trifling need for children

no future with you

I'm the vapor in the morning

heavily medicated now and subdued

but I still lie awake, trying to forget you.