Damnit.
I am so high
On My Own Bullshit
I should choke
Cough
Stutter
Then sing
Hoping to lure you into my bedroom
Come for me wolf
Comfort me wolf
Like the reptile I have shed so many skins
Passing through the eye of the needle
In ignorance
Then awareness
Then ignorance
Then humility
And if there were something deeper to say
Than “I am sorry”
I would scream it to the heavens
In desperation that you would hear me
But I am left with only words
And hope
That I will be with you once again
But the hope is worthless
And the love is dying
As I long to die
But have not the balls
Play not that card
Bury me in your backyard
Like a favored bone
The doghouse is the only home I have ever known
With you.
Damnit.
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