Immerse your soul in love...

[Thanelien]

It's been a long time since I've written here.  Why do I come back?  Because there are exceptions.  I speak French usually.  But...  God!  She's  an exception.  Someone I could watch smiling all my life.  She's so...  And her mouth, her eyes, her hair...  She's a princess.  A most likely a blue one.  Maybe with a bit of yellow.  She might be pink too in fact.  She's a rainbow.  I honestly could live my life with her.  That's a feeling.  I don't know her.  But I want to know her...  So I'll dig and find every diamond, ruby, emerald and sapphire that are hidden in her.  I'll drown myself into her.  I want to hold her in my arms till the end of the world.  So frightening.  I used to fall in love with girls before going out with her.  And, in fact, I never went out with any of them.  She had already a boyfriend, she wasn't interrested in me or both.  What if it works, this time?  What if the kiss is the end and the beginning.  I'm scared, really.  I'm afraid not te be ready.  But are we, one day?  And her...  Is she ready?  I want to build something.  I see the future with her.  And it makes me so happy.  Well happy is not strong enough to say what I feel.  This is a feeling of absolute fullness.  I want to show her everything she wants to see.  I want to share.  I want everything.  It's hard.  I'll fight for it.