I can see you
The path is strewn with ancient wreckage
Scars of Hell burn here on Earth
Over/under, not through
Never through
Churning, churning
Unrecognizable
The plan
Was there one?
Is there one?
Don't have one
Opinions drizzled on like hot fudge
Melt my bones
Pictures run
Round and round they go
"Ashes, Ashes"....
Then Hell on Earth
Release, Release, Release
The cauldron bubbles in my brain
Clawing talons cleave the flesh
Flesh rendered from within
No one notices without
Burning skewers holes in the mind
Oozing memories of lies
And howls of fear
Maddening, deafening sounds of long passed
GET OUT OF HERE
It is etched in gray matter
Screaming out in pained silence
All is well
All is well
ALL IS WELL!
Off the track
Bumpy road less traveled
Forged alone
Wrong direction
Wrong choices
Wrong life?
No choice, did not choose
Pebbles of hope cause a landslide
The hear runs out the mind
Reflections of inadequacy
Searing blindness
NO NO NO
Surrounded by oblivious masses
To be loved, yet not known
To be heard, yet not understood
Life had lead me
No steering
No guides
No breaks
Extended beyond myself
Dependence
Did not aspire to that end
Aspire?
Aspire!
There was a plan...once
Brainfreeze
Anguish
Plight acknowledged
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