people choose what they do not want

[Daniel Hinojosa]

i don't know anything about relationships, i forget it all. i waited for the right one, the one i really like, the one i 'd love a little but love, or the one whom i get more coincidences with, coincidences that can be confused as  connexions. i waited for long time, but no one came. i waited and someone liked me, she was pretty and i like her but she was in a long terrific relationship, and somehow i felt something for her and i had coincidences. then she was single and we felt the same. we dated, and some day i risked, i knew where i was going and what was going to happen, and it did happen, she chooses to be in that relationship she committed suicide i cannot blame her once i chose what i didn't have to, i chose what i did not want. And that's not the worst thing, the worst thing is that this situation happened to me long time ago. the same fucking thing. even if i did it everyday i realize and i cannot figure out why people choose what they do not want