The Cause of Cancer.
I never want to give up. I never want to die. Every so often I feel bone tired, exhausted, weak and weeping, but there is always more-an entire world, an entire universe. I need to expand my borders not enclose them. I need to ask questions and comprehend the answers. I need to open myself again-my mind, my heart, my soul-completely naked, vulnerable and exposed, exploited. But I am always more, I am always surviving, one step further, one heart wrenching in-breath grip on terror teardrop further. The elation of fear and hope, the escape of fantasy, the grace of forgiveness and the ever present blessing of family. I am still alive. I am still wildly alive, amongst all this rapturous silence, crowded hallways, music, all the music-what will happen next?
The wind is Orion.
I am not your scapegoat.
This is hell.
It is one path to follow morals and laws blindly without question and completely another to come to an understanding of those same morals and values through personal experience as to whether or not you yourself agree or disagree personally.
I do not agree with stealing.
I do not agree with emotional sterilization or intellectual privatization.
Education should include all avenues of thought in as far as the society is capable of advancement-youth need to be constantly challenged and exposed-in all ways-innocence and ignorance only lead to corruption, manipulation, and destructive masochism of self. Children will always seek what is prohibited in order to become an adult, on must be exposed to many different theories, philosophies and expectations are crucial. The human being will rise or fall to the expectation placed upon them. This is not to say that there is to be no enjoyment in labor but that the labor is stimulating not senseless-money is a barrier to intellectual development due to the fact that transportation and housing are priorities to exposure. Is it possible to incorporate advanced study without creating societies based upon demeaning menial labor forces? Is it possible to develop a world where no one is a slave and everyone excels in their potential by choice-what causes addiction and depression in modern society?
Addiction and depression result from lack of stimulation-what is possible to avoid these symptoms? Denial and deception-lies.
In developing as an adult truth is crucial, always crucial, and essential to understanding the change and evaluation of the self.
Truth is the most important fundamental expectation in the development of the human race. When one person lies intentionally or is in self-denial it replicates upon all those exposed to agree or believe in them. I pursued exposure in order to understand what appeared to be withheld from my own development and in so doing developed an addiction to deceit in order to perpetuate my exposure resulting eventually in my decay of character and loss of self-supplemental by a personality based upon compliance, the opposite of the expectation I had once placed upon myself.
My desire to learn was crippled by the lack of exposure advanced by my society and as a result I became masochistic and hypocritical of myself in and of my actions and of others-resulting in constant dissatisfaction. American ideals of success and satisfaction are entirely misplaced in tha honesty is often mistaken for cruelty-weaknes is fostered-emotional sterilization through constant acceptance and compliance. Strength of mind, strength of heart, strength of character result from failure, understanding, survival, and truth-adults built on endurance-love will not save us, ingenuity and truth will. What is reality? What is the value of human life?
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