Nothing was Everything,
the sense of emptiness became a constant,
all was vain
all lacked sense.
Dreamscape was the holy sanctuary,
it was there we first met,...
you had no name, no face and no body,
but your soul radiated nonetheless,...
I would talk to you for hours
about all the worlds' mysteries
about me, about you...
and we fell in love.
The smallest glimmer of hope
sparked the dying heart
and inspired me to achieve all I could.
Then,
from the ashes of a lost city,
the rubble of an abandoned place,
you rose.
You had a name, a face and a body
with the soul I knew my whole life,
the soul I talked to...
I heard my voice say
all the things which were never spoken,
all the things we already discussed.
And I heard your voice,
the sound I yearned for,
the voice of my imaginary friend,
my best friend, my other half,
my everything.
Right there Something happened,
Something which killed the Nothing...
Sisyphus reached the top!
The shade of vanity disappeared,
the mist of nihilism rose to the Sun...
suddenly,
the air had a scent,
the food had a taste,
my lungs felt a breath,...
even pain began to hurt.
Just when I thought
I was already dead,
your heart gave mine a beat.
The taste of your lips,
the touch of your hand,
the look in your eyes
and the smile on your face,...
now it all
makes
sense.
Now Life is worth dying for.
And I, now, devote my Life
to yours,
I will climb to the moon,
breathe under the sea,
learn to read without words
and speak the words without sound,
just for you,
for you
and you alone,
Robynn.
If this was love, it would be fleeting,
but my Love for you is ETERNAL.
Because I have loved you
my whole life.
I've been waiting at the platform
where they said no train arrives,
but I kept waiting,
with all the
vanity
confusion
and pain
I saw all around me.
With all the
pretending
denial
and lies
which accompanied them.
But the train did arrive.
Now I know what I have to do.
In a soul of a lost wanderer now came a goal.
I
will do
everything
to make you and only you
glimpse the perfection
that lays inside you.
As long as I breathe
there will not be
a person
a situation
or a thought
which will again
hurt you
mistreat you
or abuse you.
My Life has a purpose;
to make yours whole.
For this, I die
without a moments' hesitation.
You have fallen in love
with a beaten, broken man.
But in place of the world
which was on my shoulders,
you gave me wings...
and I will use those to carry you
above all torment
and into the light.
The home of beings
such as yourself.
I will stand before God himself,
beaten, bruised and broken,
asking nothing for myself,
only for the liberation, redemption
and salvation
of an angel trapped inside
a human body.
And I know
when God will look into your eyes,
into your soul,
he will find all the
love
compassion
understanding
devotion
and wisdom
he has ever created,
inside one person.
And He will weep
tears of joy,
knowing that all his Creation
truly was not in vain.
It is inside one human,
the light of the world,
the last princess of the universe...
I love you Robynn
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