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through a dim

i regress

through this dark glass

i see

not clearly

looking at my reflection

in a bronze mirror

braiding my hair

regression

searching for

my love

throughout time

all memory

the braid 

was made as if to

bind him to me somehow

within time

forever.

the reflection was fleeting

and this image startled me.

i remember

i had prayed

i prayed this braid would be

eternal.

i often see

that dark haired woman

staring at me

through the bronze mirror

hair so black,

almost blue,

dressed in gold

silk and cotton

scented with myrrh 

cinnamon,

spices

i dont know the names

of, maybe...

papyrus, musk,

almond, vanilla,

lavender and rose.

prayers are in vain

and memory is bleak.

surrounded by stones:

onyx, lapis lazuli, opal, pearl and coral

turquoise topaz diamond and jade.

Gardens in the dessert

the trees, the trees and plants!!!

a paradise...and

Labrynths underground.

Wonders of wonders, unbelievable

have i seen

but none of these

could hold a mirror to

 

my true loves eyes

not one stone

not one statue

not one mystery

or sacred place

could ever...

the look of love in his eyes

makes me move mountains

I swim with dragons

with no fear

i cross the river

with the dragons by my side, 

to see my love on the

other side.

my black eyed angels

know my love

and protect me.

i do not fear.

they will never devour me.

only love is as strong as death

this is my courage

because it is the truth

and all 

bow down and worship

the truth

this is the banner of love

over me,

protecting me.

we meet in the middle of the river

and hold each other.

there is no other for him

and no other for me;

only now and all eternity.

we do not need to speak.

he knows me 

and

i him.

we are one.

we are not afraid of the river

we are not afraid of the alligators.

i percieve the entire universe in his eyes

and he reminds me that

I AM

within a lifetime

and many

a song without end.

i'm braiding my hair

and singing

because

i will see you again

and again

and again

forever-more

you are the sun 

the moon 

and the stars.

i spoke of my love

now i speak of my enemy.

my enemy destroyed my name

my sacred burial and all that i loved

and he told me he would do this to me

while i was taking my last breath.

i reply

although,

they may

destroy my temple

my statues

my life work

my peace art and translations

of culture

they may try and destroy

the memory of me

my memory remains sound

without proper funeral or ceremony

my name was pissed on and my heart broken

my body buried with slaves

my enemy looked me in the eyes 

while i was dying

and told to me

i will destroy all you created

i will destroy all that you love

i will make war

wherever you made peace.

this he said to me...

while i was dying.

...death was not good enough...

he wanted me to die knowing that

anything done of me would die too.

i was poisoned and in anguish...

but there was nothing worse than the words that he told to me

that my life work

was destroyed....

he saw the pain in my eyes....

the total...

betrayal and abandonment....

i died looking into the eyes of a man...that....hated me so much....

and killed me in more than one way.

i am still trying to outlive the curse he set upon me

more than thousands of thousands and thousands of years ago.

...

i still remember

he killed...everyone i loved, and told me he would do so before i died.

now i am reborn...

but i remember everything...

i remember everything...

i wish i could go back

to the wild horses, my best friend, i rode bare back,

the lions, the trees. my wise friends.

but i can't go back

and i cannot forget that i died there,

long ago...

and nobody

will ever find my body.

but it doesn't matter now.

only i know.

the memory dies with me.

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The nominees for Rock & Roll Hall of Fame have been announced and Radiohead is among them. To be eligible for the 2018 class, acts must have released a single or album in or before 1992. Radiohead released their first studio album on February 1993. This means that Radiohead are shortlisted, immediately after they have been qualified for the first time ever.

The winners will be chosen by a body of around 900 artists, historians and music-industry figures with input from the public, who will be able to cast their votes until 5 December. The list of successful artists will be announced at the end of the year and inducted at a ceremony next April.

You can vote for Radiohead @rockhall http://https://www.rockhall.com/nominee/radiohead 

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Radiohead South America 2018 (Brasil)

yesterday here in Brazil there was an information that the band was angry about the leaked news 'bout the shows (according to the information there's nothing signed or closed).
Therefore...
I was the only person on Radiohead's sites to post the news about the shows...
and this leads me to:

-HI THOM! ARE YOU?

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Modern Boxes CD

So so so excited about the release of this album on CD. I can't wait to receive my copy, put it on my MP3 (yes) player and float away. Thank you Mr. Yorke for this treat.

I am very saddened right now, the Las Vegas murders, the earthquakes and hurricanes, and on a personal note, I  just found out that I need a replacement left hip, left knee and fusion of some lower vertebra. Of course with my job, my income, my insurance, this is not about to happen. I wear a knee brace for support, I take all the meds for the pain and inflammation, but the sadness around me prohibits me from healing.

I am so glad the world did not end as we know it on Septemember 23, but I am also aware that "rocket man" and "orange glow man" can end it at any point. Two crazies at the helm, how fucking depressing...... Hope and pray all are well and finding happiness where they can. One more blow yesterday, the passing of Tom Petty. His music gave me hours and hours on the rollercoaster of memories and moments,11011027887?profile=original that I will cherish till my end. Peace and Blessings to all, Jean

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