to be completely stuck

[sll]

I want to lay flat between the layers of this ceiling and watch airplanes fly over me.elevation, get me off this ground.head smashed under a rockpinpoint,succinct,exact.from the tip of my chin downI remain untouchedbut my poor head flattened, 2-Dmy senses dead and withereddust of tomorrow lingers on my lipsneedle of fleshfrozen to the touchwhile the rest of my body flowsgracefully with ocean creatures,there is too much pressure.How to release this alien smothersomeone smeared me down to blurs and unclear motionsthe lure of being pulled across the desert floorthe bitter appeal of dry, callous eyesmy head imploded right when I turned the cornerI flipped the pages of my bookletto find blotches of ink embedded into the whitenesslike moles on a body.erase me, distract me,I have wrong things to give.