i am no longer stuck, the shsdows are my companions of my former self- in the light of what i am-

[A Catelyst Eleven]

one week ago, the house i live in wit me dad,its a big house and a due the stagnant feeling prevading this house until this month-circumstances left the condition of all the roooms top to bottom in worse shape then i ve ever seen it.i lved somwhere else most of last year-left things a messi finally have the ability to face me- al nescribbly bits from a not so giid time, and other really awesome things'as far as the clean slateit took a day for each room, i have three or four left to complete before school starts,what the? whatever i am better then ever now.no longer will this home be neglected.my dad's mom-my grandmother - just passed away-being on my own for the last wek while me dd is up norh dealing with the cremation, which at her request she asked to be burned with a book, my dad chose david sedaris 's new book'when engulfed in flames"and real sad missing my grandma- i felt the right thing wasd to scrub the entire place to its best form.so its relieving for dad when he gets back.am deliriouswhy am i blogginglightin serviccecate