Go On! Fog...

[Thanelien]

That's what I should do. See other people and forget her. Stop mind masturbation. Stop thinking I have a future with her. I feel like I'm in fog and I can't get out. I'm waiting for someone's hand, begging for help. I don't want to be helped! I wanna be strong.And you... Did you go bad? Some things will never wash away.Would you get out of my head or would you leave that stupid guy who can't possibly love you like I do. I'm wondering who's the most stupid in that story... That guy I hate, who doesn't know how lucky he is? Me 'cause I could not keep you and I can't let you go? Or you who hurts me so much?I want to be better. So I have to find a girl. But I can't find a girl if I feel bad. And I can't find a girl if I still love you. I can't forget you if I don't find a girl. I can't be better if I'm not with you.You never thought it could be so hard for me. You never thought it could be so complicated for me. You never thought at all!