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[Nude(Ollie's Big Ideas)]

Hey there , to everyone that reads my toughs hahah if there's anyone really ..So like i did with the other blog entry i would like to open with something that's been bothering me for the past few days.. The Olympics , i know that there is people that dedicate their whole life's to sports and to take something as simple as a dive in to an athletical and why not? some times even artistical performance..now what bothers me is that everyone in the media ignored the fact that the Tibet activists are dissapearing in Beijing and furthermore we got ANOTHER f"$#"$ war , now in Europe.. and it saddens me that everyone was talking about how cool the opening Ceremony was and forgot he fact that almost at the same time over 1000 people were killed...i only saw one of the people i know recon this fact and talk about it , he knows who he is :Pand no one gave a dam about that? i mean sure watching phelps on TV is cool but for Crist sake till when the world will keep being the place it is!! i guess the answer is till the parasites called humans go extint..Now i know this post wont change the world but hey , at least i can vent right? hahahspeaking of venting i keep feeling that my life is about to change and it scares me a bit.. i miss the days when i was in college and i felt free enough to do whatever i wanted to do.im at some point in my life where im not doing bad financially , im not rich but hey i manage pretty well to pay my bills and get enough to buy stuff i like.. but then i begin to wonder if this "success" is what i wanted for my life , i mean all i do is lisent and play music on my spare time cause thats what makes me happy.. i work cause i have to , stuff is not free you know? so.. the last question that i want to ask to everyone of you is.. what is happiness for you? for me and my experience its just a bunch of moments that you treasure cause they seem to last nothing.. but in your memories they look eternal.. but to feel truly happy about your life .. where do we find that happiness wich is only momentary like i said but at least give us more stability and moments like the ones we need to have the balance between good and bad.