Aftermath

[PrttyBrd]

Well, it's been a couple of weeks since this whole drama began to unfold. Some got knocked around, but I'm still standing. Knew I would. Now, the troublemakers have turned butt-kissing brown-nosers. I hate hypocrisy. We all do it at some point. In little bits, no biggie. But 180 degrees of it makes me nauseous. Anyway, bunches of people begging for my help, like I'm supposed to put it all back together after they trampled it to pieces. Not my job, not anymore. I will help them transition into the basement they have built. Perhaps I'll stay long enough to help lay the foundation. But I am completely disgusted and just don't want to do anymore. How can it be that after thinking they can do whatever they want with no regard for people, friendship, protocol, or anything, that after their battle plan failed, that I'm supposed be like "all's well that ends well" and continue on with a smile. They're nuts. To tell you the truth, the more they kiss my hiney (sp?) the more I can't stand the sight of them.I know I sound bitter. I don't feel bitter. They can apologize all they want, wrong is wrong is wrong is wrong. How can you be that selfish and disrespectful and think people still want to be around you. They actually tried to guilt me by telling me it's for the kids. Well, my kid is finished with it all at the end of the month. So, they can kiss my hiney until the door smacks them in the face as I leave. When my next child is of age for the program, I will go first to see if there are any remnants of them. If so, my kid will attend elsewhere. Or maybe I'll put him in sports. My oldest is more intellectual than athletic, but my second is much more energetic. Eh, we'll see. It's a good program. The boys have been raised around it and are looking forward to it. But that is a year and a half away. Only time will tell.Still, I am amused by the ridiculous. I know I shouldn't, but I am enjoying seeing these people beg for forgiveness. They are grovelling at my feet like I could offer them absolution. I am not that woman. They need to live with themselves, and make their peace with God or the diety of their choice. I have no guilt in this. I've even been offered a position in District. Yeah, I laughed out loud at the offer and left the fools there. Why on earth would I want to further entrench myself in this nonsense, when I am finally free. Out of their minds I tell ya, every last one of them.