against my will.

[September]

I'm in bed already. It's not even 10PM and I'm in bed. It feels so strange, but I have to get used to this now after a lovely ten week summer break. Actually I'm not ready at all to return to the classroom, to bury my head in a big pile of books (mostly math, otherwise we do our projects on the computer) and get up far too early in the morning. I'm biting my nails, my heart is pounding faster, and this is all because I'm so nervous.

Why am I nervous? It's not like it's my first year. It's my second at college, and we're now the second oldest ones in school. I've been there before, I know (most of) the teachers, where the classrooms are and I'm a regular at every restaurant available in the centrum close to school. It should be fine... right?

Just let me get out of this...