alone

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just feel alone. i know i have family but i still feel alone. big fight with b/f make me feel super sad. no will ever love me b/c am not easy to love as my b/f told me. just feel really really sad and hurt. i feel that my b/f feels nothing but what happen last night. he said it was all me. i was the one to make the relationship go bad. i gave my heart and then he broke it. i feel that i will never love again. or that i will never find someone. i guess am just not a good person. b/c i really feel like one. thats how my b/f makes me feel. like shit. sorry to sit here and talk about this but i have to get off my chest.