Dark night of the soul

[Ruby Blue]

There is no escaping nowClarity responsibility directionSome sort of goal would make senseOnly I have no concept any longerup or downOnly complete abandonmentSeems to ring trueWhenVanity of vanities all is vanityI have never felt so lonelyMaybe I have forgotten how to beI wish I could find that sacred place againI feel so lost and shattered.Guess I have to walk through the fireAll oneLoving you is allOr is love just in my headIf only I could find a way to show youIt's not just in your head eitherI thought your heart felt mineMaybe I have been dilluded for too longDoubt fear solitudeMy reality checkAloneThis Dark dark night...seems to have no end...