deep blue

[mark goldstein]

dear Radiohead,my name is Mark. I hope this reaches you. i know that you must get flooded with all sorts of e-mail by countless fans. and i am sure they fill you with all sorts of accolades. i hope what i have to say does not get lost amongst the rest. although clichéd as i might end up i have not come here to throw accolades at you. you know what you are to people. at least, by now, I would hope you would know. I am not coming here to tell you that I think the music you make speaks to me. that it has all of these meanings to me and my life. while it might, i know these were not your intentions upon writing. or at least this is what you tell the press. regardless of what intention you have upon doing anything, the fact still remains that you give people something. whatever that something is, depends on that human being. i am a miserable person. In my short 21 years i've hit my lowest low. my rockiest bottom. all that I can conclude upon many restless nights of thinking, mulling it over, contemplating, agonizing... is that all i want to do is establish some sort of relation. with Radiohead that is. i don't know exactly how to explain it right now. at least with my train of thought in this current e-mail. all that I can say is that it's getting harder to put up with this anymore. I am begging, please, don't pass me by. if any of you have ever wondered if you make any sort of impact on anyone's life this is an example to go by. i am no one, and here i am now trying to reach out to someone. and all i ask is please don't pass me by.much regards to you for taking the time out to read this,Mark.