Drowning in You

[PrttyBrd]

Blindsided by near tragedyBullied by unanswered questionsElation tempered with doubtToo frightened to be freeBest attempts continue to failEscaping to nothingNothing in returnEmpty or just too full to feelIrreplaceable timeWithering and wastedSearching beyond hopeLooking for the goodHolding on to rainbowsSpontaneity dies slowlyRestless minds swim too fastShades of yellow in a fogNo memory of yesterdayPulled back into nowUnable to process more emotionUnstoppable floodsUndeniable bondsUnwanted feelingsUnconditional everythingEmotional vampirism and parasitic tendenciesLeave nothing behindOverwhelming need to helpBound by limitsPulled by loveTorn apart slowlyUnable to healUnable to dealLeft bone dry and usedNo one to blameNo cycle to breakTaking your sorrowSwallowing your painCarrying your suffering away from youAs you heal I disappear