I'm so done

[Janie]

with working...I don't really like my job and most of the people I work with would stab me in the back at the first chance they got. I know cause it has happened and I've done it as well. I don't make the best of money and it totally puts my panties in a twist about the bullshit that people do there...for example...one of my co-workers decided that for Christmas she was going to get a whole bunch of people to help out this single mother and help buy her kids presents. Now, I was on board at first, until I saw this girls flippin' iPhone. At that point I said "fuck that!" If you can't afford to buy your children winter coats, what makes you think you should have an iPhone with a data plan that is easily 65 to 130 dollars a month. I was in the market for an iPhone myself and I asked this girl how much the bill was monthly and she stated "135 or so"...My ass can't afford that and I live in the getto (or seattle's version of one) and I know for a fact that I make almost double what she makes. At that point I decided that she was singing a song and dance story to get people to pay attention to herself and her poor kids...well, i'm not going to buy into it. This was all before christmas and I'm still sick of it..One thing I can say is that I love my bosses...they don't give me shit...and don't care if I fucking put my damn intials on the damn workload spreadsheet.Speaking of that...the work load status spreadsheet is a piece of crap. You want to know why? Cause people still don't do there job, it's to make sure people do there job and to write feedback? Why do we need it? Everything should be checked everyday...which I still check everything, everyday...god i'm bitter. I should really call my sponsor...I'm bitter at the people that feel the need to suck up to the boss...just do your job, and don't kiss up and be an ass. I'm sick of it, but I'll never tell any of them that I think it's a bunch of crap. I'm ready to sell my soul so my band can just get fucking signed and I don't have to work a real job again...god that would be nice...no job...just music...but that would most likely be just as much of a headache, but it's music so it couldn't be all that bad...right?