kill this thought

[Ruby Blue]

if i got a penny for every thought i would be more rich than the queen!
if only that were my full-time job!
yeeeeeeeeeeears ago, this girl i worked with at this coffee shop, JJ Bean, turned to me while i had been making another mistake because my head had drifted off into the clouds, she said to me really sharply,
"you know what your problem is? you think too much!"
...i realized that she was right when i started thinking way too much about what she had said!
"how is it possible to think too much!? isn't it worse if people don't think enough!?"
i got fired after not even two months of working there.
my boss didn't succeed in fucking me like he had planned...and my mind was wandering too much to work properly. i kept on fucking up people's orders. giving people tea if they ordere'd coffee and vise versa. the place was a joke, anyways, they took coffee a bit too seriously. we had to take a quiz haha on the difference between regular milk foam and micro milk foam. talk about crazy! all the baristas thought they were THE SHIT..took the job a bit too seriously for me! it's just coffee! get over it...i was always thinking!!
when my boss broke the "bad news" to me, and told me with that power-tripping-falsly-sympathetic look on his face,
"i'm sorry... but... we're going to have to let you go"
i replied,
"thank you! i'm SO happy to leave this shity job!!"
and then i gave him a big hugg and the biggest smile i could muster up to flash at his grubby mind!
i coudn't have been more happy to leave a job in my life!
you can kill this thought, if you need to. it's not worth much.