there was a mantle i was supposed to bear.i haven't.it calls.i know it.it knows it. or he knows it more to the point.it calls and calls.the low fog may lift. or the low fog will create rain.when the tide is way out.09/12/09 it starts anew.new.i knew then.i know now.it calls and calls.is this thing on then?yes. yes it is.hello.
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oof.here it comes once again.run away. far away. start a new life.feels like the right time. feels like the first time.lives collide in dreams. where is the fantasy? why does it seem fantastic? who's the phantom? me or?on the road again.blood in the pot.flush it all away.welcome to the north?
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flash. blast. bam.a winner this time.this time.this time.this vrsion becomesthat vrsionwhich vrsion is yoursand which is mine?one never knows.ndo (ad infinitum.)
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SM STUFF moves from 1 to 2 to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzero?seems likely, possible. unfortunate. sad. daff.but i'm jazzd. doors that open slight.doors that open wide.wide. wide.wide.
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5.After it was over I felt sort of sick. But not like I thought I would. I guess I felt, well, like I did everyday.It just wasn't anydifferent.And that made me throw up.
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at what point did 'not losing' become the third option joining your more standard 'winning' and 'losing?' and why do i categorize not losing as winning? is it? now it is.
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the floor in my home is collapsing. I can feel it when i walk. the floorboards have give they never had before. they also creak and speak much more than they used to. i think they are getting worn out. and think they are like me.one of these days they're going to give up, and down i'll go.
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vomit like coffee grounds?growths like grapes in the sinuses?personality changes?TWO coming true?blood moving faster, glands swelling, dancing figures in my periphery.Something's coming.
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interspersed with the daylight came moments of real darkness. day seemed to lose its meaning entirely as darkness at 1pm did not really signify 'night' nor did daylight at 2am signify 'day.' what made night? the hour? the conditions in the sky? what? and it was all random anyway. if it was by whim, whose whim or what whim? soon we would know. we would know two things:1. that the earth had stopped turning.2. and there really was a god.(though i can't say we really understand either of these concepts any better than we did before. but at least now we really comprehend how far off we are.)
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Woman who has bought one of every product she has seen a commercial for. Obscenely rich husband dies as impetus. Lists of products to be purchased distributed to her staff daily. Items placed in a warehouse on her estate for safekeeping. Products never used.
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man who names pharmaceutical drugs. freelance marketer hired to develop eye-catching product-relevant names. takes disease information, ingredient names, translates them to a 3-4 syllable word.
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