been gone from here for a while... been obsessing. been depressed. been my usual chronically depressed/anxiety disordered/neurotic/OCD self... but i'm still here! i'm still trying. i'm still praying. i'm still hoping. i'm still trying to keep the faith. i don't go as low as i used to. i don't question my existence. i don't stay stuck for months on end. i am making progress. i am not self medicating. i take my medicine. i take my vitamins, herbs, nutrients. i am doing more than just surviving. i am actually attempting to live life again. so many memories come to mind of my life before.... so many thoughts of what could be...
thank you mr. yorke. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q3wGbBRxcZQ i know he understands! i know he is pulling for all of us who suffer from depression. i feel comforted and blessed that i found Radiohead music. thank you ruby blue, your blog touched my heart this evening. i have hope today!
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