sepia eyes

[Thomas Jerome Newton]

sitting in class today, i dreamed of female suicide bombers. im not sure i hate you, but i dont like you anymore and i am confused by why this is. maybe if you fucking smiled for once at someone other than him. maybe if you told me when things went wrong like you used to. you passed out from blood loss and didnt tell me? you thought i wouldnt want to know? you're making all of this up in your head. you make up so much shit in that stupid little head of yours. how did i ever love you?