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tree crushing

branch litter everywhere. headphones on. limbs strong and hungry for this. i lifted dead broken branches, stacked and ordered them. the smell of soil rising from the thaw. meanwhile the ethereal tones of you are all i need.

pine sap. knotty small buds of ash. rough fragrant oak twigs. all torn from the tree by a great weight of ice. such glitter that i missed, coming home days too late. i had this consolation: steaming muscles, lean arms, shifting shoulders, strength of my back, great limbs creaking as i moved them.

now the year has turned. trees have swept away the old. all that broken stuff. green needles papering over the soil.

the forest path, winding and tree-twisted, the birches arched by ice-weight over the path.

when the snow came i jumped, i leaped, up to my knees, over my knees. drowning in cleansing white.

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Great Expectations

Trust in humanity is shaken. Trembling to the core despite the rising heat. Never able to understand why people choose to lie, why they choose manipulate, hide, and omit. If there is something you want, then ask. Painful games and lost friends. What a price to pay for something I would have freely given. Always enough faith in others, and often let down. Troops rallied for a takeover. Black /white, left/right, right/wrong. It's easy to live life by well defined rules. Gray and other colors just cloud the mind and change the path that is there to follow. He said, she said. People hoist you on their shoulders commanding you at will, never letting you touch bottom or guide yourself. Riding on the waves of whispers. Landing in a pile of... Business is business, that's true. But people are people regardless of their current role in the play. As people, there should be some minimum standard of respect. There should be some minimum something. You can't expect them to hold you up, but you should at least be able to expect that they won't shove you face first into hell.
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unfinished

Reflections of days gone by and hopes of yet to comeWhat could have been is a worthless waste of selfTurn and focus on the lighter, brighter side of dreamsSee the unbreakable will, the determined and the strongBravery in moderation will build confidenceThe one that always lifts high is the one to hold on to
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CHEERS

Here's to all the tribulations, the trials and the suchHere's to all the things that we thought were just too muchFor it is here where we become the people that you seeWhere strength still grows and hopes still thrive for all humanityHappy New Year!
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Need to Jot it Down.

Could be inspired. Could be emotionally impacted. Could be not wanting to lose a moment. Could be for reminding the future-me. Could be facts or fiction. Could be happy or sad. Could be frustrated or desperate/ Instead of gettting too indulged in my own thoughts, they should be channelled somewhere else.
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Rather this or that

I know which side I'm on. But nothing is happening, maybe there are other options.Trying to find something that fits. Or trying to bend and twist to fit into something?Trying to please others. Or let someone to please u?Change others? Or be changed?
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芝居(shibai)

昨日の夜。、Gennevilliersへ日本お芝居を見に行った、「東京ンート」byOrizaHirata。現代(gendai)の芝居だ、とてもおもしろかった。それから、パリへ帰った、友達とビールをのみました。(ご杯。。。)僕の休みは最後週です。明日、一周間Montelimar へ行く。おばあさんを見るつもりです、そして毎日日本語を勉強する予定です。
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104の晩

昨日の晩、兄と友達と104の開会式(kaikaishiki)へ見て行きました。104は新し文化センターです。広い建物で、家から近いです。104は「Palais de Tokyo」より大きいだと思います。7時半ぐらい来ました、そして人が列をしていました。無料コンサートがあったから、多いだった。たくさん人があったからビールを買うために1時間待ちました!それから、「Tricky」聞きに行った。ぜひいい音楽だった。
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絶交

This world is big and so-awakeI stayed up late to hear your voiceThis light is here to keep you warmThis song is here to keep you strongI made a list of things to sayBut all I really want to sayAll I really want to say isHold her and keep him strongWhile I'm away from hereHold her and keep her strongWhile I'm away from hereI've seen the world and so-awakeAnd stay up late to hear me singJust hold herI've seen the world and so-awakeAnd stay up late to hear me singJust hold himHold her and keep her strongWhile I'm away from hereHold him and keep him strongWhile I'm away from hereUntitled - REM
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しずかな週末

今朝、ジョギングをした。本当に!いい天気だったから、「La Villette」まで走りました。とてもきれいだった。写真を撮った。その所に古い詩(し)を覚えていました :NEW YORK - EDWARD FIELDI live in a beautiful place, a citypeople claim to be astonishedwhen you say you live there.They talk of junkies, muggings, dirt and noise,missing the point completely.I tell them where they live it is hell,a land of frozen people.They never think of people.Home, I am astonished by this environmentthat is also a form of naturelike those paradises of trees and grassbut this is a people paradisewhere we are the creatures mostlythough thank God for dogs, cats, sparrows and roaches.This vertical place is no more an accidentthan the Himalayas are.The city needs all those tall buildingsto contain the tremendous energy here.The landscape is in a state of balance.We do God's will whether we know it or not:Where I live the streets end in a river of sunlight.(...)EDWARD FIELD - 1977
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悪夢(akumu)

昨日の夜、夢をした。へんだった。夢の中、郵便局にいました。そのゆうびんきょくは醜い(みにくい)だ、あまり明るくなかったです。列(れつ)をした、古い女が次の来た。彼女はいらいらした、そしてキックをした。僕は叫びました、女を押しました、でも女がキックをつずけりました。それから、彼女の足をねじ曲げりました。後で出かけりました。窓口(まどぐち)へいった、社員は僕に封筒(ふうとう)をあげました。封筒の中にたくさんお釣りがあった。幾つか(いくつか)おつりが正方形(せいほうけい)だった。終わり意味(いみ)は何ですか...
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2008年6月30日料理の週末

この週末は甘美(かんび)物を食べた。友達と料理をしました。Baptisteはとても上手です。日曜日、梓に会いました。遅くだった....後で駅からパン屋まで歩いて行きました、そして遊びました。たのしかった、よくたべた、日本人としゃべりました。梓さんお誕生日はおめでと!!!
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