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Up in the air

Pushed by a trees branchesLittle man,be a man andAnd collect what you canAnd share and shareAmen amenTheir mission to make youSellout ,selloutWe bless you,we blessYouConvince you , convinceYouThis is the promisedLandEmpty pockets they takeThey take still theyTakeNo reason to complainI still thrive in a barrenLandWishful thinking andHandouts keepMe fatNo friends to playLiving in a devils patchDont get me wrongI still look backI still manage to playThe gameAnyway,anyway lostJust the same ,anywayNo dollars no changeI thrive in the streetsJust the sameAre you with me?Did i lose you on theBackstreets?Was it all just a dream?With my sicknessI lose reality,patheticThough i seemWaiting for liftoffA lightening strikeOh how i wish,i wishThe coldness wouldLeaveWheres the fire whenI need?I guess it all dependsI cant complainWe all need ,we all needLet them hear us nowAs we all screamWe will find a wayTo chip away thenightmareWe once thought wasA dreamStill we rule these streetsAnd they have lockedThemselvesIn houses the sizeOf countriesBut they cant feedThemselvesAnd its about timeThey finally seeThe army of childrenThat the masses bringNew,old, have a visionA world set freeLet it be,let it bePipe empty and leftTo ween
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Heartfelt Condolences

It is with a heavy heart that I offer my deepest condolences to Thom, Noah and Agnes, as well as to the bandmembers of Radiohead and to all those who knew and loved Dr. Rachel Owen, on her passing. So young. So brilliant. So sad. May she rest peacefully in God's arms. Blessings to you all during this trying Christmas time. Love. Peace. Eva
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Loss

Don't like it. Don't understand it. Always happens at the wrong time. I am never prepared for it. Nothing makes me feel better about it. I go on with life feeling left. Maybe we'll all see each other on the other side?Thoughts, condolences and prayers go out to all who loved and will miss Ms. Owens. Peace and blessings to all of you.
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simply simply simplyrunning on emptyempty emptyput it to the testgive your poormothera long breakdon't let yourselfbe deniedbe sure to drivefully fully fullyround and roundthe merry gobreaks down downdownthe hours pass mebybye bye byethe template inmy eye eye eyeI wish I had the willto surviveI wish could thrivea drone in the hivewith nothing to hidehide hidedragged by the tidetill forgotten by theeyes
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Dig deep aviunnnnnn

A child tugging at his fathers coatA vast expanse a useless emptyMoatThe random order of thingsIf its not luckIt was just meant to beOur judgements based on our ownPhilosophyThe paranoia is wrestling his twinAnd my outlook looks well dimAnother hospital stay another slowRecoveryWondering what's real or fakeAll the mistakes I makeAll the clues a gatheredThen lostFeeding my manic delusionsCrossing the street cause the windChanged directionLiving a life consumed by numbersAnd a secret codeSo sure of myselfSo soon to be out of controlThinking I finally got it allFigured outSo soon to be shouted to the worldBut I've learned it's really aPersonal thingOne that won't make sense to everyoneElseStill it drives me to right and thatCan't be wrongTrying to get to the downside ofManicTrying to kill the urge to runAwayTrying to learn from the pastAnd not take everything as aSignalBut the ole brain She's got someCrossed circuitryAnd you gotta do what you mustTo try and enjoy what little I canA frequent flyer on the ambulanceI think I'm just looking for someRecognitionWhich might make if I ever didAnythingExcept live in my mind and theGames I choose to playCause it kills the void and sufferingTo much you sayMy hands are just warming upI thrive with my cup and crushed iceSometimes pretending nothingIs wrongDumb it down.crush its controlWhile being sucked into the tv screenIf it wasn't for my other halfMy life would have no meaningThoughts of rejection teach me aLesson not to get involvedConvinced myself I will just get hurtA crushing blow to the federalistsAnd their cronies is how I would like itTo playDown with the whole god damnedMonopolyNature knows best and its screamingAt me to go for us to be set freeTake out the leader and the rest willFall in lineThose fucking parasitesPutting restrictions on how I chooseTo live my lifeAs long as I'm not hurting anyoneJust the ones that put the leashesAround our necksTrying to control my animal that livesInsideAnd breathes to be freeIs any of this sounding familiar?Are there any kindred spirits?You pack I will roll so we can get thatSaturated highAnd take it at a most spiritual wayKnowing its better than the alternativesThat are available hoping to turn myWords into nailsAs if they would do a structure goodHolding up on principleCaring in all honesty because that wasA givin tripFuck the narcos and the black in bluesPlaying by their own rulesNot satisfied they look to tack anotherCharge onHoping you'll end up with a life sentenceI'm calling farceWe have rules to be followedBut what would happen if freedomWas the law of the landThat and not killing for no reasonWould they still call it treasonIf it led us to something better?Would we still make shitty filmsJust because entertainmentWas in demandOr should there be a law for that to?No shitty movies seems fairHere I am screaming about psychotic shitIn my underwearI once thought I had a pointHad a purposeBut it's just those such delusions thatCause me so much griefYou shouldn't say this to your familyLet alone a combustible strangerI see you now I will raise the stakes laterAll in an effort to push the envelopeAnd not pull upUntil I can make out and distinguishEach blade of grassAs I go screaming passedRestrained and on a guerneyPumping the Thorazine downI'm outta control but I like it betterThan my passive stanceLets see if we could put to the practicalSome of this crazy shitMight hurt could do betterJumping from the elevator shaftI'm weary of strangers thinkingThey can pull one overBut in this state I won't let it happenI'm more preemptive in this heightened stateIt could come off rather scaryI'm held together but just by myInsecuritiesFree of disease and will to mingleSee if you can get my toes to curlYou'll know you got something going rightTrip girl ride me out of sight
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Dig deep aviunnnnnn

A child tugging at his fathers coatA vast expanse a useless emptyMoatThe random order of thingsIf its not luckIt was just meant to beOur judgements based on our ownPhilosophyThe paranoia is wrestling his twinAnd my outlook looks well dimAnother hospital stay another slowRecoveryWondering what's real or fakeAll the mistakes I makeAll the clues a gatheredThen lostFeeding my manic delusionsCrossing the street cause the windChanged directionLiving a life consumed by numbersAnd a secret codeSo sure of myselfSo soon to be out of controlThinking I finally got it allFigured outSo soon to be shouted to the worldBut I've learned it's really aPersonal thingOne that won't make sense to everyoneElseStill it drives me to right and thatCan't be wrongTrying to get to the downside ofManicTrying to kill the urge to runAwayTrying to learn from the pastAnd not take everything as aSignalBut the ole brain She's got someCrossed circuitryAnd you gotta do what you mustTo try and enjoy what little I canA frequent flyer on the ambulanceI think I'm just looking for someRecognitionWhich might make if I ever didAnythingExcept live in my mind and theGames I choose to playCause it kills the void and sufferingTo much you sayMy hands are just warming upI thrive with my cup and crushed iceSometimes pretending nothingIs wrongDumb it down.crush its controlWhile being sucked into the tv screenIf it wasn't for my other halfMy life would have no meaningThoughts of rejection teach me aLesson not to get involvedConvinced myself I will just get hurtA crushing blow to the federalistsAnd their cronies is how I would like itTo playDown with the whole god damnedMonopolyNature knows best and its screamingAt me to go for us to be set freeTake out the leader and the rest willFall in lineThose fucking parasitesPutting restrictions on how I chooseTo live my lifeAs long as I'm not hurting anyoneJust the ones that put the leashesAround our necksTrying to control my animal that livesInsideAnd breathes to be freeIs any of this sounding familiar?Are there any kindred spirits?You pack I will roll so we can get thatSaturated highAnd take it at a most spiritual wayKnowing its better than the alternativesThat are available hoping to turn myWords into nailsAs if they would do a structure goodHolding up on principleCaring in all honesty because that wasA givin tripFuck the narcos and the black in bluesPlaying by their own rulesNot satisfied they look to tack anotherCharge onHoping you'll end up with a life sentenceI'm calling farceWe have rules to be followedBut what would happen if freedomWas the law of the landThat and not killing for no reasonWould they still call it treasonIf it led us to something better?Would we still make shitty filmsJust because entertainmentWas in demandOr should there be a law for that to?No shitty movies seems fairHere I am screaming about psychotic shitIn my underwearI once thought I had a pointHad a purposeBut it's just those such delusions thatCause me so much griefYou shouldn't say this to your familyLet alone a combustible strangerI see you now I will raise the stakes laterAll in an effort to push the envelopeAnd not pull upUntil I can make out and distinguishEach blade of grassAs I go screaming passedRestrained and on a guerneyPumping the Thorazine downI'm outta control but I like it betterThan my passive stanceLets see if we could put to the practicalSome of this crazy shitMight hurt could do betterJumping from the elevator shaftI'm weary of strangers thinkingThey can pull one overBut in this state I won't let it happenI'm more preemptive in this heightened stateIt could come off rather scaryI'm held together but just by myInsecuritiesFree of disease and will to mingleSee if you can get my toes to curlYou'll know you got something going rightTrip girl ride me out of sight
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Dig deep aviunnnnnn

A child tugging at his fathers coatA vast expanse a useless emptyMoatThe random order of thingsIf its not luckIt was just meant to beOur judgements based on our ownPhilosophyThe paranoia is wrestling his twinAnd my outlook looks well dimAnother hospital stay another slowRecoveryWondering what's real or fakeAll the mistakes I makeAll the clues a gatheredThen lostFeeding my manic delusionsCrossing the street cause the windChanged directionLiving a life consumed by numbersAnd a secret codeSo sure of myselfSo soon to be out of controlThinking I finally got it allFigured outSo soon to be shouted to the worldBut I've learned it's really aPersonal thingOne that won't make sense to everyoneElseStill it drives me to right and thatCan't be wrongTrying to get to the downside ofManicTrying to kill the urge to runAwayTrying to learn from the pastAnd not take everything as aSignalBut the ole brain She's got someCrossed circuitryAnd you gotta do what you mustTo try and enjoy what little I canA frequent flyer on the ambulanceI think I'm just looking for someRecognitionWhich might make if I ever didAnythingExcept live in my mind and theGames I choose to playCause it kills the void and sufferingTo much you sayMy hands are just warming upI thrive with my cup and crushed iceSometimes pretending nothingIs wrongDumb it down.crush its controlWhile being sucked into the tv screenIf it wasn't for my other halfMy life would have no meaningThoughts of rejection teach me aLesson not to get involvedConvinced myself I will just get hurtA crushing blow to the federalistsAnd their cronies is how I would like itTo playDown with the whole god damnedMonopolyNature knows best and its screamingAt me to go for us to be set freeTake out the leader and the rest willFall in lineThose fucking parasitesPutting restrictions on how I chooseTo live my lifeAs long as I'm not hurting anyoneJust the ones that put the leashesAround our necksTrying to control my animal that livesInsideAnd breathes to be freeIs any of this sounding familiar?Are there any kindred spirits?You pack I will roll so we can get thatSaturated highAnd take it at a most spiritual wayKnowing its better than the alternativesThat are available hoping to turn myWords into nailsAs if they would do a structure goodHolding up on principleCaring in all honesty because that wasA givin tripFuck the narcos and the black in bluesPlaying by their own rulesNot satisfied they look to tack anotherCharge onHoping you'll end up with a life sentenceI'm calling farceWe have rules to be followedBut what would happen if freedomWas the law of the landThat and not killing for no reasonWould they still call it treasonIf it led us to something better?Would we still make shitty filmsJust because entertainmentWas in demandOr should there be a law for that to?No shitty movies seems fairHere I am screaming about psychotic shitIn my underwearI once thought I had a pointHad a purposeBut it's just those such delusions thatCause me so much griefYou shouldn't say this to your familyLet alone a combustible strangerI see you now I will raise the stakes laterAll in an effort to push the envelopeAnd not pull upUntil I can make out and distinguishEach blade of grassAs I go screaming passedRestrained and on a guerneyPumping the Thorazine downI'm outta control but I like it betterThan my passive stanceLets see if we could put to the practicalSome of this crazy shitMight hurt could do betterJumping from the elevator shaftI'm weary of strangers thinkingThey can pull one overBut in this state I won't let it happenI'm more preemptive in this heightened stateIt could come off rather scaryI'm held together but just by myInsecuritiesFree of disease and will to mingleSee if you can get my toes to curlYou'll know you got something going rightTrip girl ride me out of sight
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On the side.

rip ride suicidethe helicoptersspyand there's a slantto your eyesmagnetically chargedmonumentally sizedthe pupils of youreyesrisen and inflatedtwo worlds two facessuffering in massblown In glasscovered in limethere is only this timekeep track of your shitthey are only signswe've reached fullcapacitybreeding in tribeshoping the family willsurvivea time to dieroll the dice cast indyesnumbers and coloursstacked 12 feet highthey will be pulling youunderfor faults and blundersis that how's it gonnabe?tossed outta the factorydying to make itleadthe reins tell meIm lost and spreadlike my mommasaidMEDSthen it's straight tobed
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all the rumoursand false historytake the positionmeet them at thegatespuff up and chasethem awayyou know when thecats awaythe mice will playhigh stepping wantto lock you awaybeat the bastardsPlAy dumbquick increase thepAceengulfed by a heartattackthey won't be soquickto come round hereagainWhen they find youArmed to the teethwalks quicken theAs the brain startseven though theytry to slowour mindssick with self doubtwise to the gamesthat they pushno lazy dayspeople jumpingfrom buildings toget awayAnother scam passedBy politicians whoSay One thingThen told by theThe scammers toFollow the planslowly my heartplayswhile they runningawayjump start no falsestepsthe holographictragedylight and photonshere to staytapping drumsplayechoing in theuniverses waypropped up on themAinframelocked up spiriton the mainstage
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all the rumoursand false historytake the positionmeet them at thegatespuff up and chasethem awayyou know when thecats awaythe mice will playhigh stepping wantto lock you awaybeat the bastardsPlAy dumbquick increase thepAceengulfed by a heartattackthey won't be soquickto come round hereagainWhen they find youArmed to the teethwalks quicken theAs the brain startseven though theytry to slowour mindssick with self doubtwise to the gamesthat they pushno lazy dayspeople jumpingfrom buildings toget awayAnother scam passedBy politicians whoSay One thingThen told by theThe scammers toFollow the planslowly my heartplayswhile they runningawayjump start no falsestepsthe holographictragedylight and photonshere to staytapping drumsplayechoing in theuniverses waypropped up on themAinframelocked up spiriton the mainstage
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all the rumoursand false historytake the positionmeet them at thegatespuff up and chasethem awayyou know when thecats awaythe mice will playhigh stepping wantto lock you awaybeat the bastardsPlAy dumbquick increase thepAceengulfed by a heartattackthey won't be soquickto come round hereagainWhen they find youArmed to the teethwalks quicken theAs the brain startseven though theytry to slowour mindssick with self doubtwise to the gamesthat they pushno lazy dayspeople jumpingfrom buildings toget awayAnother scam passedBy politicians whoSay One thingThen told by theThe scammers toFollow the planslowly my heartplayswhile they runningawayjump start no falsestepsthe holographictragedylight and photonshere to staytapping drumsplayechoing in theuniverses waypropped up on themAinframelocked up spiriton the mainstage
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Fall. Out.

Sickly pale drownedIn sweatWhen we have timeWhen youve passed outFree blood,free bloodI wouldnt want it any otherWayAccept not this wayStand in front of theTrainSimulation highjackedBurnin candles causeWe want him backTake a bow on theWay outOne to the head twoToo the chestWe dont warana takeChancesWhen it comes deathSimple chicken wireTo keep you outtaTroubleTurn Around breakThe spellWe will urge you onHead first into a carStuck up preyingIn the BarsTill she gets whatShe wantsShe creates duringThe nightAnd the peopleTo Do the sameHeads up so we seeLightHead on a swivelSecurity is the lawExposed in suitsAnd tiesOne block up oneDownParallel on spinningTires
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wooHooo

congratulations to radiohead on the grammy nominations!

 

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'best alternative music album - a moon shaped pool'

'best rock song - burn the witch' 

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