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Only feelingsJust let 'em, let 'em goFeelingsOnly feelingsJust worthless, so I let 'em goNew York, I was JudasShe said 'A latte, double shot for Judas'Cry for the things that happen, people need to knowAnd for a dream to happenYou gotta let it go, gotta let it goGotta let it go, gotta let it go ahaGotta let it goYou let it goYou let it goBut there must beSome answerI keep seeking, cause I gotta knowWe are numbered, and we are labeledDo we ever, break our homeI knew it, before you said itThere's no need for, need to waitNeed to waitYou let it goI'm runningIn the skySlipping roundHold me up highI I I, high high highHigh, high, highWoohooStill holding on, you know the dreams have just begunThe dream's just begunThe dream's just begunI know you're still holding onBecause the dream has just begun
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Scared of the spotlightYou don't come to visitI'm stuck on this bedThin rubber glovesShe laughs when she's cryingShe cries when she's laughingFat bloody fingers are sucking your soul awayI'm a rabbit in your headlightsChristian suburbaniteWashed down the toiletMoney to burnFat bloody fingers are sucking your soul awaySample from Jacobs Ladder:'If you're frightened of dying and then you hold onYou'll see devils tearing your life awayBut, if you've made your peaceThen the devils are really angelsFreeing you from the Earth... from the Earth'White worms on the undergroundCaught between stationsButter fingersI'm losing my patienceI'm a rabbit in your headlightsChristian suburbaniteYou got money to burnFat bloody fingers are sucking your soul away... away... away..
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you forget so easy

you forget so easyI used to thinkbefore these trees grew greenthat shields of light would protect methat when the water rose to my chestat the same time, it would leak through my bonesbut you forget so easywhat is in a hello, what is in a goodbye,can you tell me your name, this world, this place,can you sell me the days, the nights, my face,why can't you remember thatyou died youngyou died youngI am the crow that lifts you off your kneesI am the crow begging to be your feedAnd I am the crow with crippled wingsListening to the melodies your battered heart sings
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Somers Town - Shane Meadows

Even though I had read about it, I didn't notice that it was in black and white till a football shirt was being handed out and I couldn't tell what team it was for! A good choice by Shane Meadows. It acts to focus your attention on the characters and makes a bleaker backdrop. I am a great fan of his films and this one fits right on up there with 'Dead Man's Shoes' and 'This is England' even though it may not have packed the same punch.Thomas Turgoose (who also played Sean in This is England) acts in the same natural way that was incredible then and doesn't loose anything by his being older now. The film was very touching and sad, but at the same time very, very funny. Tomo (Thomas Turgoose) has left home to try and find a better life in London. He meets Marek, the son of a Polish worker on the channel tunnel rail link. They strike up a friendship and Tomo, unkown to Marek's father, moves in to their flat. They both fall for the same girl and become rivals for her affection, having the occasional falling out along the way.Though the film may lack a fully fleshed out storyline and it does leave you hungry for a bit more background to the characters, it is a really good evening spent at the cinema. The audience where I saw it were laughing out loud even though there were just a few of us.See it if you can, It's still on in a few places.
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Testing...

I have had it with this whole "test" thing. Life is supposed to be this one big test and the results are how you handle the obstacles that are placed in front of you. For a while it was important to me to make the "appropriate" choices because I cared more about pleasing others. BAM- you get married. BAM-you go where he goes. BAM-you have a son. BAM-you have another son, but by this time, the first is showing signs of autism. 2 years later, he was officially diagnosed, 6 months after that, so was the second. My husband decided it would be a great time for him to travel, when our youngest started having seizures, so he left and after battling with the quack doctors, we put him on a Keto diet which worked instantly.I lost two siblings and a father in two years. I think this is where I have been the last two months, clarity and insanity. I get out of bed with a cup of radiohead and I put coffee on the stereo. Radiohead is all I can tollerate at times. I put them on and wear them as a suit while the music is playing, every note jerks me in to action.
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