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fight the urge to ruminate.  to self-reflect. to get sentimental.

to label it all a disappointment. an unfulfilled potential. a distracted existence.

why are you? tricky that.

there's a great tension between you are and you want. to be like him, like him, with friends posess'd.

i feel the other me.  the one i see in my mind.  what he's doing. who he's with. where he lives. what's important to him.  what he values. who he is.  why he is.

and he's me. and he's not me. the me i want to be. the me i'm scared to be. the me i'm not. and yet. the me i am. and the me i'm not.

did he do the things i've done.

did he drive i80 on a dark night in the pouring pouring rain while mazzy star played through it all.  with his dad sitting next to him. proud of who he was and what he was becoming.

years later did he provoke him to walking home 3 miles because him couldn't abide being in the car with he.  when we were moving house. moving away from the only town him'd ever called home.  taking the biggest risk him's ever taken. and in the end, failed at.

and does it register with him today. or does it not.  he thinks he feels the disappointment when they talk sometimes and it does bring concern. he wants more for him and more for he.

and now that he's older, and he's looking at where he is in his life and what he's accomplished and is scared that he might be done doing done creating and he looks at him. who's resigned. and is that what he has to look forward to.

or does he say fuck it.

and is he glist-e-ning.

he sees the ramifications.

he knows the risks.

he possesses the fear. or the ambivalence. or the tire.

will i say fuck it.

will i glisten?

ADDENDUM

want to devour the beauty on the street.

these shoes aren't helping my gait.

excellent roommates indeed.

ends up dreadful drivel.

infected texts.

good old neon kind of year.

Вот так вот. Оказывается,  разработчики игры Deus Ex хотели, чтобы искусственный разум, присутствующий в игре, Морфеус, разговаривал с игроком от лица.... правильно, Томаса Эдварда нашего Йорка! Игрок, по замыслу авторов, вводил бы с клавиатуры вопросы и получал на них осмысленные ответы. Но тратить время и отлаживать интерфейс синтаксического анализа ради одной лишь беседы было неразумно, и от этой затеи пришлось отказаться.

Новость из Игромании № 3'2011.

Жаль, что не вышло. Фэны РХ истерзали бы Морфеуса разными вопросами так, что игра зависла бы надолго.)

Вернее, не совсем всеобщий, а только мой вздох раздался, когда увидела, как дивно перевели на сайте http://www.pravda.ru название TKOL. Полюбоваться можно тут:

Электронный релиз альбома The Kings of Limbs ("Всеобщий вздох")

О боже мой. Впрочем, это ж Правда. Правдой была - правдой и осталась. То есть ни слова правды.

И не говорите мне, что во всем виновата таможня. А хотя  - да, это мы виноваты, конечно. Лично я два, нет, три дня сидела на тюках с газетой, чтобы она не досталась фэнам. Ага. А то, что для оформления требуется масса документов - об этом никто не говорит. И законы и нормативы эти придумывали, простите, не таможенники. Таможенники просто делают свою работу.  Если опоздали к сроку, значит, надо было вовремя формировать пакеты необходимых бумажек, вовремя заплатить таможенные платежи и вовремя подавать декларацию.

                                                                                                         who she is

Near the harbour of Coal

Everything I touch turns to Stone

The one who is weary, alone, cold

Unmovable, sitting on a bench

Waiting for you to notice

Just one look just one glance

She's been waiting for so long

So that she may give you something dear

If you look at what she's looking for,

You'll find it.

A trade; Treasure given for a treasure got.

Frozen in time crystalized and immortal

blessed is the man who notices the unoticable

for his reward is greater than the price

of any prize.

…to the people (failing) to hand out newspapers in London before I had to go back to my job. You know, the things people who can't spend all day buying price inflated old clothes and growing moustaches have.

I hope they got lots of pretty press photos and Iphone plugs and wanky Q code bullcrap or whatever the hell I hear was happening down there.

And supposedly the mighty Yorke was there.

Yes I’m bitter

So I've always been the type that stressed about school.
I believed my test scores and oral performances directly reflected my future. I aim much higher than I am capable of, and some may say that is a productive attitude, however, it brought me down.

Up until today, I had no idea how I was going to carry on wit

h my education as my presence at school was missed and things were not going to plan. It was today at approximately 12:00 midday. that I decided... life is purely an adventure. Everyday is something new and no matter how well you think you know life, you really don't, at all. It's unpredictable, and instead of running away from that, I'm going to embrace it. When it comes to my education, completing it is all that is necessary. Passing with flying colours are no longer of any importance to me.

I feel that today, I've finally overcome my fear.

i mean, they really had it with the animated graphics over HTML5\Java.. still is neat and pretty.. but so unradioheadish. flash is a fucking power waster. ask my computer fans. 

anyways im just trying to be thoughtfall and point that out. no smartassness involved, so save it.

tease flirt flirt

great record

true pleasure

thank you

First of all, I'm french so... sorry for my poor language

All this day, i saw posts about "The universal Sight" and poor fans that will not have one. Ok, it's sad (I'm one of them)

But we have to remember that RH are... musicians and the best they have to offer (if your not one of their friends or family member and love them for who they are) is this beautiful, visceral, and universal music. So,  I'm going back to the King of Limbs.

what I hope from them is not paper... it's more and more music.

Hi eveyone,

I feel so sorry for the last bad news and terrible happens in Japan during March 2011...!

I could not to leave to post some words here for all the Japan people!

Hope all you can get better soon!

I wish Good Luck for all the  people from Japan! 

***** many peace, hope, light,  love, strenght *****

GOD  bless all the people in Japan!

Radiohead during tour in Japan in 1997!

ED  and COLIN during interview for one Tv in Japan during Tour in 1997!

RADIOHEAD is news in Japan's Magazines! 

All the Best.

Natercia(Planet Ed O' Brien)

Working in this office. The world is turning on the outside.

The computer is buzzing next to me.

Its almost mesmerizing the effect of the light.

Here everything is prosthetic, unnatural, uneasy.

Everything is out of the right place.

     I just wanted to say this :  if Radiohead keep doing this they will become greater than Santa :))) There's such a feeling of Christmas,  not knowing what you're gonna get,  that the actual outcome of it all doesn't seem to matter anymore .

    It's just the joy of not knowing.  And yes at this they're brilliant.  Call it whatever you want ,  marketing strategy (although I doubt they need it anymore) or just the simple pleasure of giving. Well.. anyways.. it's a rare treat in this day and age... being able to actually feel something. 

   Well Radiohead... thank you for making me feel like a kid again :) 

                                                                                      Rhyme Took

To: Mr. Hokey,

Took Rhyme, tyme rook; term hooky.

 Took her

 My....

 Moth or Key?

To: Mr. Key, oh!

      My rook the...

try hook  me;

        me thy rook.

~  " wah eye nee!" ~

 ~try hook me~