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The bough before snow.

I am a selfish shellfish.

I never wear ribbons in my hair.

I am the box you would give away if only you knew it was empty.

The letterhead reads in red and the marching band has gone softer.

Tell me you agree, desperate for you to remember me, damned if I didn’t try to be honest.

I am the caramel that burns at the edge and stinks.

The Mexican flags brandished from the balcony and I am listening again.

I need to find a happy medium, some show stopping circus queen bejeweled in rainbows and claws hovering o’er her crystal ball.

Fearless I have no need for God.

The white rabbit leads me home.

Black cats jump like shadows in the parlor.

She’s been dead for years the old gatekeeper said take her jewelry and mind the bed.

I am always in bed.

Her pearl ring has decayed on my finger, nothing lasts.

Save me from my bullshit but not my sins.

Fuck everything I’ve tried, I am born inside.

The scalpel was sharp.

My mother cried.

And when I was pulled from the birth canal my skull was dented.

I had been lodged in the pelvis; apparently I didn’t want to leave.

I cleave to commiserate with all that satiates my intelligence in spent nightmares of greying elephants walking to the grave.

We remember our nuts, the bag has been left on the stool by the circus trainer who is trimming his beard in the mirror, whip in hand, shaving cans and combs.

The crowds have come to watch us, I take them one at a time and my sexuality is always on my mind. 

Which do I choose the ladies or the swine?

Wasn’t I supposed to be born this way?

Predestined for salivating menstrual cycles and I am barren.

The medication I’m on is better than birth control, and my doctors don’t want me to reproduce with my madness.

“She can’t be trusted; she’ll harm herself or others.”

Fuck you, I need the freedom promised me by the founding fathers.

This mother fucking police state is beyond nausea, beyond anger; I suffocate and dowse myself in apathy.

Numb.

I need to weep for my world, but the tears are too precious to waste on the ignorance of men. 

The blind are leading the blind pretending to see the light.

“I have seen the light, I have known God, and your no Christian” I tell myself.

Accusatory like.

Lip service for the minister to congratulate on my accomplishments. 

I bow low.

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Radiohead - Morning Bell (Live in Paris 2001)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDVPDaKKe00

Radiohead - The National Anthem (Live in Paris 2001)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OeMyW0PWctY

Radiohead - How To Disappear Completely (Live in Paris 2001)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AzTbT3mausQ

Radiohead - I Might Be Wrong (Live in Paris 2001)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oPZdpC1oAu0

Radiohead - Knives Out (Live in Paris 2001)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4mOPEWU9II

Radiohead - In Limbo (Live in Paris 2001)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yPBDMWc7S8

Radiohead - Pyramid Song (Live in Paris 2001)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6wmsFJU26T0

Radiohead - Idioteque (Live in Paris 2001)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Kk6qmI-Zxc

Radiohead - Everything In Its Right Place (Live in Paris 2001)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mniHGEdDzvA&feature=related

Radiohead - Motion Picture Soundtrack (Live in Paris 2001)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBVJOT-inks&NR=1&feature=end...

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Sending my love

So I realized today that I have been listening to Radiohead for nearly 5 years and I have been on this blog for about one perhaps...who keeps track?  And I have never given a shoutout to Radiohead for making this blog possible, thank you so much for such a wonderful forum.  This is such a compassionate place to share anything and the members are wonderful and considerate.

In addition, there is no music like Radiohead.  When I listen to their music I feel euphoric and blissful and have even wept myself to exhaustion listening to Videotape.  This music has changed my life.  I love you Radiohead, THANK YOU.  Please produce another album as soon as possible, my addiction is at a point of hunger for more as always but no pressure, you have definately earned a place in my heart as it is and I am more than esctactic at the prolific force of your music.  It is all AMAZING.  I would die happy to produce something as beautiful as your music.  Again, Thank you.  LOVE LOVE LOVE to you all who makes this happiness possible.

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Stumbling Around Fate

The first step is always the hardest

the charlie horse bucks and you lose sight of the sky

stumbling around fate on the edge of time

only a sigh and I am numb

I am reminded of the love I once felt.

 

My muscles clench until I relieve myself and wait for Jesus to offer his help.

 

The dreams have built castles left behind

so many beliefs that simply won't rhyme with reason.

 

My sunburned soul, my quacking hat, all the tattoos that stain my war torn skin

and I am not yet lost to the ocean.

 

 

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Spirituality

Since I first discovered Radiohead I have been experiencing a spiritual battle between the dark and light nature of myself.  I have encountered demons and God and have been presented with the choice of which path I would take.  In all honesty, I have chosen these past few years the darker path reminiscent of earlier Radiohead music but now that I am maturing and learning more about the demons that have ensnared me I am choosing or at least focusing more on the light.  Demons leave you behind in the darkness, God is always there in the light.  Just something I had to share for whoever may be suffering as I was.  The choice is yours.

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jahel chaile


la verdad la mina esta me sorprendio , se que no es la gran cosa , pero realmente me sorprende como alguien puede serle tan infiel al novio y de la forma que esta mina lo es , digo , querer tener sexo es algo de todos los dias , pero obviamente no asi , no te gustaria que te lo hagan a vos : /

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Some info for me and 101010010101010010101
http://www.waste-central.com/profile/StanleyDonwood

From his Waste profile there is a selection of 10 artworks

Stanley Donwood profile by CurrentTV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Md0m1S1FxQ&feature=player_embedded

Stanley Donwood (Dan Rickwood) is an English artist & Writer. He created all Radiohead album and poster art since 1994. He has also collaborated on the band's website.11010977696?profile=original

Thom Yorke is cresited alonside Donwood under the moniker "The White Chocolate Farm", "Dr.Tchok", "Tchocky" or similar abbreviations.Donwood's writings have also been used in his Radiohead album artwork, and frequently on Radiohead's official website.

The companion art book called Dead Children Playing  was produced, credited to Donwood and Tchock. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stanley_Donwood 

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Dead Children Playing (first edition titled 'Dead Children Playing: A Picture Book') is a picture book by Stanley Donwood and Thom Yorke (under the alias of "Dr. Tchock") featuring artwork that has been used on English alternative rock band Radiohead's albums between 1996 and 2003, and on Thom Yorke's albumThe Eraser.[1] The book also contains works of art that have not previously been released, made between 1999 and 2005.[2]The book quickly sold out and was re-released in 2007. The second edition was released on 1 October 2007 by Verso Publishing. This edition included 12 more pages than the original printing, containing writings that are also available on Donwood's website.[2] The second edition also had a different cover: "Manhattan" from the series of artwork that accompanied Radiohead's 2003 album Hail to the Thief.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Children_Playing

http://www.slowlydownward.com/DCPimage.html

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http://www.slowlydownward.com/

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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stanley_Donwood

@Alkyna

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Wavemakers //@Martenot Instrument @Jonny Greenwood

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Jonny Greenwood performing "How to Disappear Completely" on his French Connection, based on the Martenot instrument: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=chE1_g3GAWw

And with Thom Yorke on Cymbal Rush:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHUnYBXc_C0

Wavemakers’ production began in June 2006 when we filmed the encounter between Suzanne Binet-Audet, one of the world’s Ondes Martenot virtuosos, nick-named “the Jimi Hendrix of the Martenot”, and the British musician Jonny Greenwood, who has composed for the Martenot and claims it as one of his very favorite instruments. The meeting took place during Radiohead’s concert stop at the Place des arts in Montreal

11010974652?profile=originalJonny Greenwood humorously likened his encounter with Suzanne Binet-Audet to “Elton John meeting Glenn Gould”! In the summer of 2012, when back on tour in Montreal, Greenwood took part in the cast & crew first screening of the film and was enthused: “Amazing! A film as beautiful and tender as the instrument itself.” 

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"While trying to make electronic music, I’m trying to keep it organic in a way, something you can touch rather than just keep inside a box. I’ve got a synthesizer… It’s just switches. You can’t put your personality into it like you can with a violin or an oboe. The Martenot is the only electronic instrument that can do that." – Jonny Greenwood (Radiohead) 

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A first introduction: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mlD8uPD-SA&feature=player_embedded#! (NB: Jonny is appearing at 00:50)

The video is in french so I will translate you the Youtube comments of this video.

This video was published on the 17/01/2013

Directed by Caroline Martel, a documentary that immerse us into the world of music and of mankind with the most sensitive electronic instruments: the Martenot waves. Including direct cinema, unpublished archives and interesting registers, this ensemble film that follows a circle of enthusiasts who seek to unravel the mystery of this instrument.

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Among them, the son of the inventor Jean-Louis Martenot, Suzanne Binet-Audet, "Jimi Hendrix" Waves and Jonny Greenwood (Radiohead). 

 

Here you can hear a beautiful track appearing in this movie:http://artifactproductions.ca/lechantdesondes/portfolio/trame-sonore-du-film/

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Jonny Greenwood and Montreal-filmmaker Caroline Martel.

 

 

Sources //FB: https://www.facebook.com/wavemakers.lechantdesondes //Internet: 

http://artifactproductions.ca/lechantdesondes//Arico (Waste) 

@Alkyna

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my recent recommended music: 24 Jan

Thom Yorke – exclusive Dazed Digital mix 

ultraísta- wash it over

Four Tet - 0181 - free download

JUST JAM 86 FOUR TET -  free download

Flying Lotus' Original Composition for New Moog Analog Synth - free download

Modeselektor DJ Set at House of Vans x Boiler Room Berlin

Nathan Fake - Paean [Full]

SBTRKT - Trials of the Past (NSFW)

James Blake - I Only Know (What I Know Now)

Gold Panda -  Trust - streaming in full via Pitchfork Advance  

electronic, chillwave, psychedelic

The Black Dog - The Return Ov Bleep

electronic, idm, techno

Apparat - A Violent Sky

electronic, idm, ambient, experimental

Spectrasoul - Melodies ft Mike Knight

electronic, drum and bass

Lusine - Another Tomorrow

electronic, idm, minimal

Matthew Dear - Fighting Is Futile Benoit & Sergio Remix

electronic, elactronica, minimal techno

Phreek Plus One - New York Dolls

electronic, house, lounge

Livin Large - Love Is What We Need (Grant Nelson Remix)

electronic, house

Jeremy Greenspan - Drums&Drums&Drums/Sirius Shake

electronic, house, techno, minimal

XITSONGA DANCE - Heke Heke / Hoza

world

Major Lazer - Get Free ft. Amber of the Dirty Projectors

electronic, reggae, dancehall

Marcus Reid - Poor Man Cry

reggae

Captain Murphy - 'Duality' Mixtape (Deluxe Edition)

hiphop

Pointer Sisters - Don't It Drive You Crazy

disco, soul

Flowers - For Real

soul, funk

N'Dambi  - 'Call Me' Yam Who? Reworks 1

soul

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a Japanese magazine had an interview with Thom and Nigel

as i said before, Thom and Nigel were interviewed by a Japanese magazine 'CROSSBEAT'.

(unfortunately, there're no new photos )

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i don't scan them in, you know, that's not permitted. and naturally enough, those articles are written in Japanese.  then it's hard to translate all the sentences into English. so i've extracted some passages that i was especially interested in. hope you enjoy.

(NOTE: the following words are just my 'rough' translation, not exact words they said... and i'm not good at English. i apologize if you cannot understand the meaning due to grammar mistakes.)

thank you.

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Joey and Mauro

Nigel: i felt like 'The Eraser' was, as it were, created in a vacuum, we two alone shut ourselves in the room. although that was a really wonderful experience, finally, once the album has been completed, that's done. when an album was released and if we were a band, we could tour and confirm how people react to our music. but two years had passed since the album was completed, Thom was to make solo live at Latitude Festival. you did it at Cambridge too?

Thom: yeah, certainly.

Nigel: and... this is my interpretation, Thom was so excited about the idea that he was playing these songs at live shows. because he never had a chance of it.

Thom:  and i had already finished some songs.  

Nigel: all of them were absolutely stunning, but not kinds of music that we'd want to play simply by computers  when we went on tour. naturally, because that couldn't be not very persuasive for audiences. so from my point of view, his idea of getting to the point and trying to reproduce the electronic beats by using percussions, i thought it was great. then we had only to solve a little puzzle that required to find appropriate people and unravel how we play. i and Joey have been collaborating for many years and then i've always told Thom how great he was. then Joey introduced Mauro, so we met him. that's just how we looked for the answer, we were very lucky.

Thom: exactly. because Mauro was a wild card. when i went to see his performance with David Byrne, i was overwhelmed by it and convinced that i had to collaborate with him. but now i think, in retrospect, what i was amused was not only that i was surprised how everybody got synchronized immediately and the band very quickly shaped up when five of us got together and started the rehearsal, but i found it was the first time i  played with the band other than Radiohead since i was 16 years old. i confess that was quite a heavy impact and confused me. 

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'Atoms for Peace' and Eisenhower

Thom: (...)my father was a nuclear physicist, studied at Imperial College London. in the late 1950's he was walking around with test tubes that held plutonium, without adequate protection. that was the ordinary, because he didn't know it was dangerous. it holds naiveness like that and i've been taken my fancy. the biggest reason that i wanted to name the band 'Atoms for Peace' was in the contrast with its naiveness and darkness lurking behind, how its naive thought's worked out and changed. (laughs)

Nigel: what does it mean?

Thom: it means what? (laughs) however, at the same time, the sound of  'Atoms for Peace' is not only suggesting kind of wonder kinetic energy but expressing even tranquillity. that has no relation to Eisenhower's proposal at all. on the other hand it also makes us consider the crisis that we face today. the problem, that is how we generate electricity. a supercollider, or can we discover the source of energy that saves humankind, or not? (...)

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how to create Atoms for Peace's sound

-(...)are there any bases of the songs, or absolute improvisation?

Thom: yep. jam sessions and supergroups are not dissociable.

Nigel: all the supergroups have jams.

Thom: have jams. 

Nigel: there's a side like that but not only that.

Thom: exactly. as a prerequisite, we basically set the starting points but those things i had at hand were only sorts of beats, and i wanted to know whether they could actually play them physically. so that was like a challenge to them. i even proposed like “okay, try this” and “try to do that” or “let's play this and see how it goes.” for example, 'Stuck Together Pieces' was made like that. (...)

Thom: (...)what i was so interested in this band was how everything was physical, intuitive and sensuous when we started a jam session. it was filled with energy and i was really excited, then about to look for whatever would be the trigger of sessions. but it was not like feeling “are you ready? let's start playing”. because this is not like that. what is important is the strange conflict between the machine and not-machine. it brought out our specific play and lead us to specific direction and gave us  impetus to develop our idea. before my very eyes, something is made from pieces twined in trivial beats. it can be only heard faintly at the end of the song.  i'm surprised that we need only a little chance to develop the idea in a certain direction. so ultimately it would be improvisation but we're looking for where it'll get to, after spending much time on narrowing down objectives concretely.

Nigel: that process is considerably affected by self-control and also demands extraordinary levels of skill as musicians. it would be easy if you only had jams. (...)

Thom: (...)that most part of songwriting was formed by Nigel's notes taken while we were improvising like that, and proceeded by mixing parts of sessions together. i suppose that's because if you let me have my own way, i'd listen again to every sound source incredibly closely and that could drive me mad. in that respect, Nigel can decide promptly which parts we should use, like 'this large part and this one, that one....', without any dispute. (laughs)

Nigel: (laughs)i have a technique like that. i can pick out shining parts as listening to ongoing sessions, and find them out intuitively. however it happens naturally, so i can't explain the reason.

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the difference between 'The King of Limbs' and 'Amok'

Nigel: on 'The King of Limbs', i aimed at making the pure electronic thing as if it would appear suddenly in the air. i sounded the elements  in real time, each member contributed. so i barely looked back. but 'Amok', i think it's been processed by being taken apart  later. on 'TKOL', after going on for an hour, the noise gathered and took  form. more logical and finished instantly. it's a strange album. but on 'Amok', there's 'dance' at first, i mean, we begun with electronics, then it turned to physical drums, and partially return to electronics, or evolved in a different direction. so it took a long time. (laughs) that's why the process was more complicated, in a strange sense. after all, 'TKOL' is typical for the band. 'Amok' is... you will contradict me if i go wrong.

Thom: not at all!

Nigel: the most fundamental difference is that different people are engaging. so i'm not saying that i did the same trick to both of them. their formations were completely different from each other.

Thom: the machine Jonny built formed a nucleus on 'TKOL'. it was a kind of looping machine, i mean, he took all the sounds we played into the machine and put it out later. that's an opposite way from 'Amok'. the band followed what i proposed and that was more physical, 'TKOL' was floating in the air. i felt like that anyway.

-why did you name the album 'Amok'?

Thom: strange to say, i didn't notice some people had very dark impressions about the word “amok”. i even feel “amok” to be cheerful, and very mischievous. however, a Dutchman told me “the term amok is relating with Indonesia”.

Nigel: you know, Indonesia was once a colony of the Netherlands.

Thom: yep. then i heard “amok” means that  Indonesians go out the streets and kill people indiscriminately, getting beyond endurance of oppression of colonial rule.

Nigel: yes. i heard the word “run amok” is a literal translation, it means that to be bloodthirsty and raging. so terrible. we were rather imagining a feeling that children are running around.

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for Japanese fans

Thom: i'd love to go to Japan in 2013 and hope to see you all then. and i very much enjoyed at Fuji Rock Festival, so give me some more things like that!

Nigel: give me more!

Thom: big up!

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Janis Joplin

bear with me whilst i vent....

You would have been 70 today or so i read. You died october 4, 1970 or so i saw on the television special just now. You fucked up and I am ready to tell you, that I am so pissed off at you. I lived and breathed you. When you killed yourself you selfish bitch, you killed a part of me too. I started using drugs because i wanted to die, just like you. I dressed like you, I sang like you, I wanted to be a rock star like you. You fucking drug addict. I have never forgiven you. I will never forget you. I will never ever listen to Pearl again, it tears me up inside. You were my musical idol. I had no idea you had such low self esteem like i did. You had the resources to get it together. You had the motivation to get it together. You were just beginning. You were so fucking talented, gifted and beautiful in your own special way. Just like I was.

Today all I want to do is get shitfaced drunk or stoned. Today all I feel is numb just like I did when I was 14 years old and heard you had overdosed that night. The woman of the 60's, the role model for women, the success story for a woman. You fucking blew it and 43 years later I am still pissed as hell at you. I will not get shitfaced today. I will not get drunk. I will feel my anger towards you and every other one of you fuckers that killed yourself. That included you Jimmi Hendrix, that includes you Jim Morrison, that includes you Kurt Kobain and yes you Amy Winehouse.  Yes, I know the pressure of being a rising star. Yes, I know the pressure of being a role model. Yes, I know you hurt and needed love. Yes, I know what it is like to be in a room full of people and still be lonely. But no, I will not succumb to the system, or society, or insanity. I will stay on my medication. I will have more suitable idols or role models. I will enjoy my vocal gifts and love of music. But I will not give in to the temptation to run and hide from reality or my feelings. I have come too far since being 14 years old and strung out. I have come too far from being totally aware of my surrounding and situations, to give it up for a couple of hours of numbness. I really liked, admired, loved so many of your gifts and talents. I wish to God you were still here! If i get to the other side where you are, I will tell you to your face. Your hurt so many of us. You could have gotten help. You should have checked the potentcy of the smack. You should have waited one more day and you would have heard of the other 8 people who died from the same smack that weekend. You shouldn't have been holed up alone in the Landmark Hotel. Now we will never know what beautiful work you could have continued doing.

Yes, I am speaking to you again. Keep your shit together. A lot of folks are counting on you! Be pissed off at me all you want. At least you are feeling something and not comfortably numb!!!

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