An amalgamation of thoughts compiled into pages of evidence against you. Proof that you are, in fact, insane. Leather bound and beautiful lends an air of importance to the otherwise mundane. Self-imposed inhibitions dull the colors of delight. Faded hues of happiness no longer resemble its own essence. When did this phenomenon transform into acceptable losses? Years of dreary monotony have begun to erase the memory of rainbows and spring breezes. Searching for something...else, something more than what is seen. Torn, always, between fulfillment and the needs of others. Is it selfish to focus on yourself for a moment, if for so long the focus has been on those whose lives you touch?
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Fancy bows and pretty paper cover empty boxesA gift with no name never meant to be openedA hollow secret held tightly with invisible tapeEyed in passing by all, but noticed by noneAppreciated for its perfect wired ribbon loops and crisply creased cornersNever intended for close examinationFor if rattled, even slightly, it's secret would be uncovered
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Wasting away between here and thereNo destinationFloating in the murky waterBlurred lines with no path to followA tug of war 'tween hearts and mindsBusy work, busy work, not busy workingA means to an end with no end in sightDecisions made while uninformedVision skewed by a past yearning to be forgottenEver present in every shadowed cornerEmotionally aching beneath the surfaceLonging to run to a place where there is true freedom without fearDoes such a place exist?How can one calm the chaos without if there is no peace within?
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Old friends and warm heartsLong time no seeOut of sight but still in thoughtsLife changing alterationsTime-tested yet ignoredA link to a lifetime agoRemembrance of innocence, of fear and of truthRelationships forged in pubertySurviving adolescenceAnd latching on strong and trueLike a bulb long since forgotten under the soilA bit of sunshine bears a beautiful flowerBrilliant yet somehow familiarUnexpected surprises brighten the dayThe heart hangs in that peaceful placeBetween who you thought you were and who you think you areThat place that lets you see yourself how they see youThat place that, for a moment, lets you believe you are amazingThere is happiness in those instances when you are outside yourselfBriefly embracing the possibility that your roles do not define youThat there is more to you than you can seeFlying high above a warped sense of selfThere is peace and a feeling of truth in othersTrying hard to hold on to the momentRemembering and believingIf that can be done, the rest is easy
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October 5 2008 is the best day in my life!I have been to Radiohead's concert and it was really marvellous!The show was taken place at Tokyo, Japan, at Saitama Super Arena.I really like them a lot.
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