We have not learnedwill we evernot sure who said it...fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity....it just doesn't workit just doesn't workkids signing up to go fight half way around the worldpeace begins in our homes and in our heartswe need to forgivetry life without egolet it goit is not all about you or metry to learntry to do betterlet peace be with youlet it go
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A very special morning.While listening to BBC Radio 4 this morning Radiohead was mentioned. A song by them in remembrance of the last WW1 veteran Harry Patch, who died recently at the age of 111yrs, was to be played.I'm sure as RH fans no-one will need any persuading to listen to this new work.A haunting melody sung with all the angst and sorrow that Thom is so good at feeding in to his performances. The words were taken from an interview that Harry had given a couple of years ago after many years of keeping silent on the subject of his experiences in the war.The beautiful string accompaniment arranged by Jonny perfectly matches the mood.It is a perfect tribute to the memory of Harry Patch and all who gave there lives in the war and of those who survived and suffered the memories of all they saw.
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CUando el sol y las luna reposan dormidos, abrazados a mi, me convierto en un sordo desequilibrado sin ansiedades, que se despoja de su mente y de su cuerpo para que el caos cerebral repose en la aguas tranquilas del nacimiento de Venus.El enorme depósito de experiencias, poco valorado, se pasea por la subconciencia en palabras recogidas por Carlos Castañeda..."El miedo, primer enemigo natural es lo que un hombre debe SABER derrotar, y para entender este SABER hay que SER: bien despierto, ir con miedo, con respeto y con absoluta confianza..."Un aliado (camino que sigo en silencio) es la ayuda un poco mas indispensable para este SABER...¿Dónde está aquél ser humano que me brinde un camino iluminado, me volatilize y corrija, me libre y me enseñe, me ayude a esperar y renovarme. ? He vagado en el tiempo, en el sordo silencio, con ayudas virtuales valorables, pero falta.....Un ciclo se acaba sin balances, solo bendiciones y festejos. No haremos cartografía.la conclusión otorga espacio para la hibernación humana, indispensable y necesaria, confiable y digerible, otorga equilibrios armónicos cuando los excesos nublan, y queda mucho camino para lograr la huella permanente.Elegir es la libertad que nuevamente se aproxima.......
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CADAVER QUE SE PASEA CON EXQUISITEZ SONAMBULA EN MI MEMORIAMIRADA PROVOCADORA DE UN DELIRIO ATOSIGANTEHILO NATURAL QUE ESCONDE LA MAS HERMOSA Y LOCA DE LAS DISTANCIASOJOS CAUTIVADORES QUE HACEN SUCUMBIR AL ESTELAR SUPREMOVERSOS QUE REDOBLAN LA LEJANIABARRICADAS DE FANGOS DESPRECIABLES QUE AUMENTAN LA DESDICHASILENCIO Y SIESTA EN FIESTA DE LOCURA SIN DESENFRENOCORRIENTE DEVELADORA DE UN PRESENTE RETUMBANTEDULZURA DESPARRAMADA EN MIS LETRASDELIRIO ATOSIGANTE QUE SECA MI MEMORIAPADRE CONFESOR DEPRORABLE SEMBRANDO DUDAS HASTA AUTOCONDENARMEEXILIO QUE AUN PROPICIAS...
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DARK CAVES ARE THE STRUCTURES OF FORESIGHT, hollow and blank. your voice is a beacon in the blackness..... it is all that I can do ..... to follow the form, as i will b-line it to you on the path that I see, from the bellows in my mindI hope it is you that I find, ...... I hope that it is you that I find.but with MY INTENTIONS there are -- painful ghosts of thoughts that VISIT , FROM THE PAST--They've got me going in slow motion IN CAVERNS--that are rock solid and alive, with echos,,,,,Through twists and drops and hallucinations --Through dreams that mean more than either of usto the world, to our children and to timeto my spirit, to this chance, this time.hurried to find the place where the future is clear ,I pray to see you there, My dear
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(...), I thought about the difference between the interesting people and the nice people. And how they can't always be identical. The interesting people you wanted to be with - their minds were unusual, you saw things freshly with them and all was not deadness and repetition. (...) She came at things from an angle; she made connections.Read more…
It feels good trying to rid myself of all the baggage and thoughts and overall negativity I don't need. I'm nowhere near being 100 percent done with all of it, but slowly and surely, I'm getting there. More than likely I will fail, and more than likely you will see this blog in some way shape or form again, but at least I'm being honest.And with that said, I'm becoming less afraid to write in this. Sometimes honesty is better than anything else when it comes to blogging in these things and sometimes insecurity, jealousy, and vain-ness, had taken its place over honesty in the past. I know I've said this before, but I'm not perfect, and I'm still trying.Recently, I've had to rethink pretty much my entire life--okay okay maybe it's not that dramatic---but a huge part of myself, nonetheless. I didn't think things would ever come to this, but it did. Minor obstacles that were similar to this always came along, but we always got through it. Which was how it should be because blood is thicker than water. However, I need to take ACTION and know that when people cause me more sadness and hurt than they do happiness, I can't allow them to be around me. I can't do that to myself. I get sad. I become bitter. Then, that turns to anger, and things are said, things are regretted..etc. I just can't do that to myself anymore. So, whoever it is, no matter the relationship, I'm letting go.At least, I'm trying my hardest, and so far things are going well.
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Ten years after OK Computer shocked the world, Radiohead released In Rainbows on October 10 (10/10). Though no one was expecting the album to be released until 2008, Radiohead announced In Rainbows just ten days in advance. In Rainbows, which consists of ten letters, has ten tracks, and would be downloadable from a rumored ten servers.Radiohead preceded the release of In Rainbows with nine cryptic messages. They repeatedly emphasized X, the Roman Numeral for ten, in phrases such as “March Wa X”, and “Xendless Xurbia”. The tenth message was posted on October 10 with a photo of the band drinking tea.There has been a lot of speculation over Radiohead’s emphasis of ten surrounding the release of In Rainbows. One theory suggests that Radiohead was typifying a binary code of ones and zeros, 1010101010. This has come to be known as the Binary Theory, also called the TENspiracy by some.Puddlegum first addressed the Binary Theory in Radiohead: 1010101010. Someone associated with Thom Yorke contacted Puddlegum, sharing Thom’s reaction to Puddlegum’s article:“The meaning behind all of this is right in front of our faces, we’re just overlooking it. [Thom] has been expecting an article much like this one for a couple of years, as have I. But I’m willing to wager he’ll have fun waiting a few more. On the other hand, it seems to annoy him that no one ‘gets it’ yet, given the mountain of clues.”Ten days after our original article, we have come to believe that OK Computer and In Rainbows were meant to complement each other. During the writing and recording process of OK Computer, Radiohead used the working title of Zeros and Ones. If OK Computer is represented by 01, and In Rainbows is represented by 10, then we have 01 and 10. In binary code 01 and 10 complement each other.Consider that In Rainbows was meant to complement OK Computer, musically, lyrically, and in structure. We found that the two albums can be knit together beautifully. By combining the tracks to form one playlist, 01 and 10, we have a remarkable listening experience. The transitions between the songs are astounding, and it appears that this was done purposefully.The lyrics also seem to complement each other. There appears to be a concept flowing through the 01 and 10 playlist. Ideas in one song is picked up by the next, such as “Pull me out of the aircrash,” and “When I’m at the pearly gates, this will be my videotape.”To create the 01 and 10 playlist, begin with OK Computer’s track one, Airbag, and follow this with In Rainbow’s track one, 15 Step. Alternate the albums, track by track, until you reach Karma Police on OK Computer, making All I Need the tenth track on the 01 and 10 playlist. Follow Karma Police with Fitter Happier from OK Computer, for tracks eleven and twelve. These two tracks act as a bridge between the first ten and the following ten tracks on the 01 and 10 playlist. Then continue to alternate the albums again, picking up with Faust Arp on In Rainbows, with Electioneering on OK Computer as the following track.Radiohead - 01 and 10 playlist:1. Airbag (OK Computer)2. 15 Step (In Rainbows)3. Paranoid Android (OK Computer)4. Bodysnatchers (In Rainbows)5. Subterranean Homesick Alien (OK Computer)6. Nude (In Rainbows)7. Exit Music (For A Film) (OK Computer)8. Weird Fishes/Arpeggi (In Rainbows)9. Let Down (OK Computer)10. All I Need (In Rainbows)11. Karma Police (OK Computer)12. Fitter Happier (OK Computer)13. Faust Arp (In Rainbows)14. Electioneering (OK Computer)15. Reckoner (In Rainbows)16. Climbing Up The Walls (OK Computer)17. House Of Cards (In Rainbows)18. No Surprises (OK Computer)19. Jigsaw Falling Into Place (In Rainbows)20. Lucky (OK Computer)21. Videotape (In Rainbows)22. The Tourist (OK Computer)the album title can be heard in the backing vocals of Reckoner.BUT, did anyone notice theIN RAAAAAAAININ RAAAAAAAININ RAAAAAAAINNNNN IN RAAAAAAAININ RAAAAAAAINBOWSstarts precisely at the albums golden section??? I've got fucking chills; can anyone concur?The Golden Section, Golden Ratio, appears at 1/1.618, or about 61.8% of a way through of a work of art. Seehttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Golden_ratioIn Rainbows is 42m 34s, or 2554 seconds long. 2554/1.618 is the 1578th or so second of the album, which is 2m49s into Reckoner, precisely when the strings come in with the album title.I can't believe that is coincidental...can anyone confirm?I found this on line i think this is very insteresting.
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Dear Eighteen Year Old Self:This is yourself at twenty eight, pay attention because I know more than you do.Don’t obsess about your body, enjoy the size 2 or 6 that you are now because as you get older it will be harder to stay like that. Don’t take diet pills, they really don’t do much and will forever screw up your metabolism so you won’t be able to lose weight. I know this sucks, you want a simple solution but I can tell you that 10 years later that hasn’t changed. Learn to be healthy now.I know you think your boyfriend is the love of your life and you will think this for a few years but he’s not, the love of your life will come in time, just be patient. You will date a lot of guys that are wrong from you but it’s ok, it’s a learning experience. Your heart will break many times but don’t lose faithYou are a sensitive girl and will always be sensitive but that’s ok, it’s not a bad thing. If you have to cry just cry, if you need to be alone it’s ok. Make sure to take care of yourself first because you should be number one in your life, everything else will work itself out. Don’t let it overwhelm you, you have an amazing life ahead of you with so many truly happy moments.Right now you have no idea who you are or what you want to do with your life, this won’t change but you’ll come to terms with it. Nobody really knows themselves or not completely at least, it’s a day to day thing.The future is worth it, I promise. Don’t test your life, just enjoy everyday for what it is. Some days are harder than others but there is always a good one somewhere around the corner. Your life is worth a lot and there are a lot of people you will meet that will be glad you stuck around.Oh and one more thing…when they say not to mix beer and liquor they mean it…there is nothing fun about the result.Love,You In ten Years
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Into this blue twilight skyI lay by your sideand this feels likea milion years agoand everything makes sense...I get lost in the blue.I get lost in your gaze.And in this very minuteI experience the eternitycoming from your eyes,expanding its flashnessthroughout the space from my bonesI know now what I always searched:this syncronized pulsation,the organic beats and the lucidityof being part of your lifeand you being mine.
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it's useless being a turnip and im never trying again.i am a poor sport and the very worst turnip. all you other stupid silly little vegetables can ponce off and fuck yourselves, im not going to pay attention to you.
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vito & howardrunning down the rabbit holechasing the bedtime fantasyinfatuated with the idea of completioneither one being the other halfis this a realization of self?a deceitful defeat?probably more than possibly.possibly alone forever.
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i'm split between two dead endsmeasuring the distance of both to see which will outweigh the other in timei know the fate of each ending. i know there is no way out.months ago, after travels and seclusion, my only focus was to drive forwarddriving has been taken away as a privilege, which lead to the drive itself vanishingthis should sum it up
It is said that each of us, from the wealthiest statesman to the lowliest disadvantaged pauper, enters this little thing called Life with a few goals. A list, if you will. The list is imprinted upon our soul at birth just as the DNA carried in our cells is emblazoned with genetic blueprints. Some blueprints unilaterally dictate certain aspects of our life, creating unstoppable roadblocks and force us in a specific direction, and the lesson presents itself with how we handle those situations. Other blueprints simply expose themselves as suggestions or tendencies that provide us a choice, and in a similar way, the learning comes from making a choice.Have you ever heard that you have a special purpose in this life? Every person plays a role? God has a plan for you? Everything happens for a reason? There are no coincidences? All this has happened before and will happen again? You cannot escape your destiny? You are my density? I mean, my destiny?Well, here’s the deal. You have this list you carry around with you that represents what you’re supposed to learn during your time here on Earth. And the truth is - you will learn it, or you’ll die, not trying. Literally.At first, you’ll notice these coincidences in your life. ”Opportunities,” we’ll call them. The more you turn away from them, the stronger they’ll become. Resistance is only met with a more stubborn world you live in. The thing is - until you face the issue and learn your lesson, the lesson will get more and more painful to learn
