That's what I should do. See other people and forget her. Stop mind masturbation. Stop thinking I have a future with her. I feel like I'm in fog and I can't get out. I'm waiting for someone's hand, begging for help. I don't want to be helped! I wanna be strong.And you... Did you go bad? Some things will never wash away.Would you get out of my head or would you leave that stupid guy who can't possibly love you like I do. I'm wondering who's the most stupid in that story... That guy I hate, who doesn't know how lucky he is? Me 'cause I could not keep you and I can't let you go? Or you who hurts me so much?I want to be better. So I have to find a girl. But I can't find a girl if I feel bad. And I can't find a girl if I still love you. I can't forget you if I don't find a girl. I can't be better if I'm not with you.You never thought it could be so hard for me. You never thought it could be so complicated for me. You never thought at all!
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I bought some shoes today at clarks' at NorthPark Mall.I was delighted to find that all (ALL) THE PROCEEDSGO TO ABUSED WOMEN IN AFRICA.That makes me wanna buy some more, they were a weathered orange leatherwith a sexy stich running up the vein of the shoe from the toe.Saturday in Dallas is so hot and lonely.
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Well worth seeing even of you're not a big fan of the 'Batman' franchise. Solid film with all the right ingredients; action, special effects and gadgets, obligatory romance not too intrusive. Pedestrian performance in Michael Caine's Alfred though, but better by far in Christian Bale's Batman/Bruce Wayne and Gary Oldman's Gordan. Great performance by Heath Ledger as the insane Joker; a sad loss to the acting profession
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so i created a pic that nicely fits to a desktop... maybe you like it, it has some special feeling within.. I scanned it from italian XL mag and has it in absolutely huge size, if anybody would like to make a poster of it just drop me your requests, hehe :D
Its been days that i wanted to writte another blog entry.. main problem is that i dont even know what i want to writte about , hence why its starting as a redundant spiral of nonsense..anyway lets start with a tough that i had in my head for days.. the sense of belonging , of fitting in .. of feel in the right place or where your suppose to be.its been a couple of years that i feel like.. well i dont want to be in this city anymore.. wich leads me to think about moving and then that leads me to think where? and then it leads me to think that i would be better off in europe or Canada cause i always end up meeting really interesting people from those places , people that i can relate to in a deeper level that i do with the people arround me..i dont think its a problem of social "skills" i do have friends and i spent time with them , and in fact i apriciate to be arround them as much as they like my company because im too diferent from the bunch in many ways.. starting with the music and ending with the books i like to read so yea i do laugh i do have greate days but every time i meet someone more like.. well me? i feel like perhaps i was meant to be somewhere else..that and the fact that there is millions of political and social problems that every day make the life less enjoyable here.. an example? well imagine a guy walking in to your office with a machine gun and asking about cell services?for him its normal!! he uses that to protect him self from the other drug gangs... and ofcourse he wants a fast and eficient service..that being said its obvious i want to move to a more peaceful place where i can meet different people.. perhaps its stupid.. perhaps its dreaming too much but hell im 27 and i can do it cause im single and i had no kids that makes me feel i can start all over anywhere i want to.. well not "start over " as my personal life but maybe in my carrear even if it means make a little less money or having a less pompous job than the one i got right now..anyway what are your toughs after reading this? am i insane? ok dont answer that one :P
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Here I am again - another July 25th. I am so tired of this day. ItI can already hear the thunder booming miles away. But a few minutes of this day will be spent writing a blog to you...no one....because no one will ever read this....not even me. I don't know what's going to happen today. But I know one thing is for sure, I'll spend this day as I've spent the past few days, waiting to see THEM....once again. Whenever I listen to Radiohead, my brain lights up with a rainbow of colors. The colors fill me up. I saw them a few months back in May in St. Louis--specfuckingtacular. You guys bit me, bit me, bit me, ow! You bit me, bit me, now I want more. This is what's its all about...waiting...waiting...waiting. Waiting to see Radiohead, then waiting to see Mr. Ledger's Joker, then happily back to waiting to see Radiohead once more. I wish I was always waiting to see Radiohead over and over, always anticipating between other events.....but twice in one year? I'll take it. I got so lucky. LUCKY LUCKY LUCKY LUCKY.
It seems that the minority of people who can recognize ambient 3AM mysterious mornings and the sounds that follow through dawn, can understand that Radiohead just isn't about these 5 guys from Oxford making the best music that they can together. No, no, no, no. It's all about atmosphere. The atmosphere that surrounds them, created from their art elements to the eerie-but-comforting-music tones, reaching all the way to their unlimited optimism that saturates the minds of millions with wondrous enticement, inspiring the best parts of human evolution. Radiohead is so much more than most people recognize and perhaps even Radiohead themselves fail to see..........maybe. Outside perspective can be so much more enlightening when discovering something about yourself. Everything about them is so vague....like trying to remember what that blue ghost said to you in your dream, sitting next to you on the plane heading out into space amongst all that white noise----at least for me. Or having a great thought, then forgeting it before you had a chance to write it down. This is a constant state. Trying to decipher the lyrics vs. what someone is actually mumbling....mumbles.....they don't really want you to know what they're saying or what they’re doing. They don’t really want you to figure it out, to come to a conclusion…..or you’ve already lost it. There is no plan, there is no correct or direct explanation. No one knows where they are going with this….….evolution. Vagueness is their native. Fuzzzzzz FUZZZZY FUZZZZZ. But that's okay ....you can all hide behind those strange, little knowing expressions but inside---oh yes but inside....INSIDE....nobody knows but you.
The earth is waiting for your next move you 5 guys from Oxford.
But fuck, what do I know? I’m just some bitch who tends to make things a lot more than what they actually are. Hey - Whatever turns you on, whatever gets you off -
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NOW WE ARE EVEN THERE: www.myspace.com/luccafilmfestivalIl Lucca Film Festival 2008 offre ai suoi iscritti newsletter la possibilità di partecipare al concorso di cortometraggi fino al 10 agosto 2008, oltre la normale dead-line del 30 giugno. Il bando di partecipazione continua ad essere disponibile all'interno della sezione "programma" su www.vistanova.it
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home. first uni year has finished and i'm back home. wind is so strong, as if autumn is starting.will someone please tell summer to wake up? want to go seaside to my grandma, want to sunbath.tingles tingles tingles. you know how you, after a while and after certain deaths occur, don't have a clue about the person that 'til yesterday seemed as your grandma or best friend since childhood? there are just basic physical symbols that point to the fact this is the person you know, hacked by sorrow or got lost and strangled by opposite views of her future in her family? and after all, you know how you're feeling guilty 'cus of all those things, and they make you feel guilty? well, that's a perfect moment to say goodbye to grandma you knew and to tell your best friend to f*** off.
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So maybe I'm supposed to be sucked into this Carbon Footprint thing. I keep being drawn to this information! Last night I watched Six Degrees Could Change the World on the National Geographic Channel. Six DegreesJesus - we only have ten years. I know..... they've been telling us about it forever (Thom and co.). Good thing I'm biking to the post office now!I definitely think that the world will change because we have to. I do think that those of us in the West need to overcompensate for the developing countries (like China) who are too busy growing to care. And also that the US has a lot of changing to do and a great responsibility to be a leader in this effort.As long as idiots like Rush Limbaugh and all the other right-wing talk-show hosts keep talking out their asses and the pick-up-truck-driving-rebel-flag-flying-hicks keep buying it.. we need guys like Pickens to get the concept across the TV -- which is the only thing they listen to.Sorry, can you tell I've seen a few of those? -- After my daughter's prom "grand march" this year... several of the students got into their pick-up trucks in a parade of sorts.. flying their HUGE rebel flags.. as they left the school to go to prom. Though it's their right to do what they wish, and I would not impose a restriction on that right.. it does reflect the mentality of those who live around here and it's sad that they've taught their children to glorify a tradition that is not even theirs (um.. we're in Rural New York not Texas or Georgia..) for the sake of expressing their hatred of diversity -- or their ignorance at what traditions they are glorifying. To me it says: "Look at me, I'm an ignorant hick!"Sorry off on a tangent there... Hopefully American's will look past the fear mongering going on with the coming election and we can move to a new future with a democratic white house.
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Though it is 14 days since berlin.. here is my experiance of the [URL="http://www.inradiobows.com/2008/07/22/radiohead-berlin-review/"]Radiohead live in berlin[/URL]can't wait till the next show in lollapalooza!
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For those out there who need more convincing, check this out...http://www.poconorecord.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20080506/MULTIMEDIA02/80505016
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In the last 15 years or so, as a society we have had access to more information than ever before in modern history because of the Internet. There are approximately 1 billion Internet users in the world and any one of these users can theoretically communicate in real time with any other on the planet.The Internet has been the greatest technological achievement of the 20th century by far, and has been recognized as such by the global community. The free transfer of information, uncensored, unlimited and untainted, still seems to be a dream when you think about it. Whatever field that is mentioned- education, commerce, government, news, entertainment, politics and countless other areas- have been radically affected by the introduction of the Internet.And mostly, it's good news, except when poor judgements are made and people are taken advantage of. Scrutiny and oversight are needed, especially where children are involved. However, when there are potential profits open to a corporation, the needs of society don't count.Take the recent case in Canada with the behemoths, Telus and Rogers rolling out a charge for text messaging without any warning to the public. It was an arrogant and risky move for the telecommunications giants because it backfired. People actually used Internet technology to deliver a loud and clear message to these companies and that was to scrap the extra charge. The people used the power of the Internet against the big boys and the little guys won.However, the issue of text messaging is just a tiny blip on the radar screens of Telus and another company, Bell Canada, the two largest Internet Service Providers (ISP'S) in Canada. Our country is being used as a test case to drastically change the delivery of Internet service forever. The change will be so radical that it has the potential to send us back to the horse and buggy days of information sharing and access.In the upcoming weeks watch for a report in Time Magazine that will attempt to smooth over the rough edges of a diabolical plot by Bell Canada and Telus, to begin charging per site fees on most Internet sites. The plan is to convert the Internet into a cable-like system, where customers sign up for specific web sites, and then pay to visit sites beyond a cutoff point.From my browsing (on the currently free Internet) I have discovered that the 'demise' of the free Internet is slated for 2010 in Canada, and two years later around the world. Canada is seen a good choice to implement such shameful and sinister changes, since Canadians are viewed as being laissez fair, politically uninformed and an easy target.The corporate marauders will iron out the wrinkles in Canada and then spring the new, castrated version of the Internet on the rest of the world, probably with little fanfare, except for some dire warnings about the 'evil' of the Internet (free) and the CEO's spouting about 'safety and security'. These buzzwords usually work pretty well.What will the Internet look like in Canada in 2010? I suspect that the ISP's will provide a "package" program as companies like Cogeco currently do. Customers will pay for a series of websites as they do now for their television stations. Television stations will be available on-line as part of these packages, which will make the networks happy since they have lost much of the younger market which are surfing and chatting on their computers in the evening. However, as is the case with cable television now, if you choose something that is not part of the package, you know what happens. You pay extra.And this is where the Internet (free) as we know it will suffer almost immediate, economic strangulation. Thousands and thousands of Internet sites will not be part of the package so users will have to pay extra to visit those sites! In just an hour or two it is possible to easily visit 20-30 sites or more while looking for information. Just imagine how high these costs will be.At present, the world condemns China because that country restricts certain websites. "They are undemocratic; they are removing people's freedom; they don't respect individual rights; they are censoring information,” are some of the comments we hear. But what Bell Canada and Telus have planned for Canadians is much worse than that. They are planning the death of the Internet (free) as we know it, and I expect they'll be hardly a whimper from Canadians.It's all part of the corporate plan for a New World Order and virtually a masterstroke that will lead to the creation of billions and billions of dollars of corporate profit at the expense of the working and middle classes. There are so many other implications as a result of these changes, far too many to elaborate on here.Be aware that we will all lose our privacy because all websites will be tracked as part of the billing procedure, and we will be literally cut off from 90% of the information that we can access today. The little guys on the Net will fall likes flies; Bloggers and small website operators will die a quick death because people will not pay to go to their sites and read their pages. Ironically, the only medium that can save us is the one we are trying to save- the Internet (free).This article will be posted on my Blog, www.realitycheck.typepad.com and I encourage people and groups to learn more about this issue. Canadians can keep the Internet free just as they kept text messaging free. Don't wait for the federal politicians. They will do nothing to help us.I would welcome a letter to the editor of the Standard Freeholder from a spokesperson from Bell Canada or Telus telling me that I am absolutely wrong in what I have written, and that no such changes to the Internet are being planned, and that access to Internet sites will remain FREE in the years to come. In the meantime, I encourage all of you to write to the media, ask questions, phone the radio station, phone a friend, or think of something else to prevent what appears to me to be inevitable.Maintaining Internet (free) access is the only way we have a chance at combatting the global corporate takeover, the North American Union, and a long list of other deadly deeds that the elite in society have planned for us. Yesterday was too late in trying to protect our rights and freedoms. We must now redouble our efforts in order to give our children and grandchildren a fighting chance in the future.This is from...http://realitycheck.typepad.com/commentary_news/2008/07/death-of-free-internet-is-imminent--canada-will-be-test-case.htmlWritten by Kevin ParkinsonJuly 20, 2008Read more…
Strong list this year with Radiohead, Elbow and British Sea Power among the nominees for Best Album. I know Radiohead don't seem to set much store by awards, but it's promising for music in general that music of this standard is recognized in some way don't you think?
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Hey there friends!So as you all know, I had been planning for months to go to the Mansfield show (while on a business trip which luckily coincided with the tour date), so I could spend my 1 year anniversary with my boyfriend and my favourite band. Sadly, work has last minute cancelled my trip, which leaves me with a pit ticket for Mansfield that I'm unable to use (and also leaves me and my boyfriend rather gutted!). If anyone has a comparable ticket for either of the Hollywood shows, or for Santa Barbara, please let me know! I'm happy either to trade, or I'm willing to buy a decent ticket for either of the LA shows or SB -- I'm especially looking for a pit ticket to Santa Barbara, if anyone has one I could buy.Thanks for your help!!
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I plan on keeping an updated blog as I travel to all the North American 2nd Leg tour dates of the In Rainbows tour starting with the All Points West Festival. Testing....z z zz
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Watch more TV :)Not the first time, not the last... But if normal people have to tell right from wrong not only from partial papers but also from so-called documentaries, we'll never see the end of it... I already hear those telling me "I saw it on TV, they said it's safe ! There's no global warming, you're paranoid..." Open a book, moron.Hopefully, this brightens my day. The deadlines are optimistic, but they're ambitious. If they plan stuff like this, why don't we ?Read more…
